moo

[elvendoll]

its been a rough couple of days, full of breaking and house-tensions.
anger is definitely my least favorite emotion.
i'd like to be able to say that i'm looking forward to the weekend, but i'm not.
no set plans for tomorrow night yet.
definitely need to clean Saturday, but also have other stuff i want to do.
definitely want to have brunch Sunday, but feel anxious over being over-dead after Saturday night.
and its all silly stuff... just not dealing well because i'm too angsty to look at the brighter side of things.
*deep breath*

*deep breath*

feeling a little better already, actually.

school stuff is weird.
i'm behind on the reading and the homework.
i could do the homework without the reading, but i don't want to. i feel like i should do the reading first so i sound somewhat coherent.
and all our work can be viewed by classmates, which is good for thought-provoking and discussion but bad for feelings of anxiety and other such stuff.
actually, everyone should see this movie. i was really impressed.

and yeah, i've been too out of it to have too much stuff to talk about from the past couple of days. here's hoping it gets better soon.