there's good news...
Oct. 16th, 2002 12:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendoll...and things are definately looking up : )
k. found a place to move into for the first, and should be all moved out within a couple of days of that. and thats really a huge relief, partially for the expediency, and partially because a total absence of a date was something i had a hard time dealing with.
the san diego trip hasn't fallen through for sure. she just told me more details will filter in by thursday. on the one hand, i really want this to happen, but on the other, i feel really bad for wanting to spring myself on people at a less-then-a-good time and for being a lot more intense about the whole thing then is preferable.
i'm definately sitting here with my fingers crossed.
of course the next order of business is to get the computer room cleaned up and get myself ready to switch rooms.
to say i'm intimidated by the prospect would be an understatement.
and yeah, i know i'll just have to buckle down and do it, i just have the i wish it was over already feeling about that - because i'm actually looking forward to being in the other room, to having a different furniture arrangement and hanging up blacklight christmas lights along the ceiling.
today has been a lot less productive then i would have hoped. i kept fixating on things that were not happening, things that are out of my control.
i did the textbook reading for class, but haven't read the necessary script, haven't rented or watched thelma and louise, could have done more to clean my roomand didn't do laundry (although thats partially from finding out that the washing machine still doesn't have any cold water)
and now... now i'm too hyper/anxious to go to sleep, and am debating between reading for class and reading for me. even though cleaning would be the much better option.
k. found a place to move into for the first, and should be all moved out within a couple of days of that. and thats really a huge relief, partially for the expediency, and partially because a total absence of a date was something i had a hard time dealing with.
the san diego trip hasn't fallen through for sure. she just told me more details will filter in by thursday. on the one hand, i really want this to happen, but on the other, i feel really bad for wanting to spring myself on people at a less-then-a-good time and for being a lot more intense about the whole thing then is preferable.
i'm definately sitting here with my fingers crossed.
of course the next order of business is to get the computer room cleaned up and get myself ready to switch rooms.
to say i'm intimidated by the prospect would be an understatement.
and yeah, i know i'll just have to buckle down and do it, i just have the i wish it was over already feeling about that - because i'm actually looking forward to being in the other room, to having a different furniture arrangement and hanging up blacklight christmas lights along the ceiling.
today has been a lot less productive then i would have hoped. i kept fixating on things that were not happening, things that are out of my control.
i did the textbook reading for class, but haven't read the necessary script, haven't rented or watched thelma and louise, could have done more to clean my roomand didn't do laundry (although thats partially from finding out that the washing machine still doesn't have any cold water)
and now... now i'm too hyper/anxious to go to sleep, and am debating between reading for class and reading for me. even though cleaning would be the much better option.
