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Dec. 6th, 2002 06:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolltwo years ago today i was interviewed and hired here! yay! (i was also feeling pretty crappy, but that's beside the point now)
a year ago today i wasn't much of a happy camper.
yesterday was a decent evening. dropped by his place to retrieve forgotten leftovers, as i was in no mood to cook, came home, got a bit flustered over lack of warmth, light and a couple of other things, but calmed down after getting food into my system.
i was then a good kid, and did all the homework i planned to do during the evening. i did a really half-assed (quarter-assed?) job on the project, but i'd rather keep more sanity then get an A that will show up as a P anyways. (could i get a P for priorities?)
during this time, my mind went on a tangent about how one of the neat thing about hanging out with her and her mom are the master and margarita references. they're part of what makes me feel so at home with them : )
then, that & something from the artaud readings made me start playing this song on repeat. it just really does neat emotional things to me.
of course then i got all sorts of depressed, because most of the relatives from my mom's side of the family are professional musicians, but i "rebelled" so much when i was a kid that i rejected music until my late teens and even then, i am so conscious of how much i'm lacking its always something i'm wavering about. i just hate feeling incompetent and have a tendency to run away from things that make me feel that way.
overall, i did have a good evening, though, and after getting homework done, i resized some of the pics from the weekend
my old house, that used to get the vest sunsets in the back yard.
me with kristine, who agreed to pose for a picture only after i threatened her with pictures i have of her ice skating 7 years ago.
me with laura. this is why i don't smile for pictures.
nicola with zoe. ((cute!!))
me with zoe, although i don't remember wanting to scare the child.
kira and i at a playground.
kira and her mom ont he swings
kira's mom at la jolla
me at la jolla
and there's more pictures here
today's a rather yucky day so far.
woke up with a headache that made my eyes feel like they're about to pop out of my sockets.
it really slowed me down and made me late to work.
i also got a paper cut on my tongue when getting the rent check ready in a hurry, and managed to still forget it upstairs (and then had to go back for it). yeah.
my sinusses are acting up.
at this point, i don't whats causing more pain - the sinusses or the cramps. if this goddam sinus stuff keeps up i'll go to the dr on monday. can i just state, for the record, that i really don't want to be taking antibiotics??
and yeah. cramps. j0y.
even though i know coldness is better then heat for cramps, i really hate being cold when crampy. and between the two aches, i'm feeling beat. *grumble*
one reason i love motorola phones:
going to my car to get to the bank, i see my phone, on the ground, in a puddle of slush. still on, showing time, etc. and its still ticking. my last motorola phone survived being left out in the rain overnight and falling off the roof of my car at 40mph. i'm kinda curious whether it would survive being dropped in water, as thats how my stepdad killed one of his cell phones, but i'm not willing to experiment ; )
a year ago today i wasn't much of a happy camper.
yesterday was a decent evening. dropped by his place to retrieve forgotten leftovers, as i was in no mood to cook, came home, got a bit flustered over lack of warmth, light and a couple of other things, but calmed down after getting food into my system.
i was then a good kid, and did all the homework i planned to do during the evening. i did a really half-assed (quarter-assed?) job on the project, but i'd rather keep more sanity then get an A that will show up as a P anyways. (could i get a P for priorities?)
during this time, my mind went on a tangent about how one of the neat thing about hanging out with her and her mom are the master and margarita references. they're part of what makes me feel so at home with them : )
then, that & something from the artaud readings made me start playing this song on repeat. it just really does neat emotional things to me.
of course then i got all sorts of depressed, because most of the relatives from my mom's side of the family are professional musicians, but i "rebelled" so much when i was a kid that i rejected music until my late teens and even then, i am so conscious of how much i'm lacking its always something i'm wavering about. i just hate feeling incompetent and have a tendency to run away from things that make me feel that way.
overall, i did have a good evening, though, and after getting homework done, i resized some of the pics from the weekend
my old house, that used to get the vest sunsets in the back yard.
me with kristine, who agreed to pose for a picture only after i threatened her with pictures i have of her ice skating 7 years ago.
me with laura. this is why i don't smile for pictures.
nicola with zoe. ((cute!!))
me with zoe, although i don't remember wanting to scare the child.
kira and i at a playground.
kira and her mom ont he swings
kira's mom at la jolla
me at la jolla
and there's more pictures here
today's a rather yucky day so far.
woke up with a headache that made my eyes feel like they're about to pop out of my sockets.
it really slowed me down and made me late to work.
i also got a paper cut on my tongue when getting the rent check ready in a hurry, and managed to still forget it upstairs (and then had to go back for it). yeah.
my sinusses are acting up.
at this point, i don't whats causing more pain - the sinusses or the cramps. if this goddam sinus stuff keeps up i'll go to the dr on monday. can i just state, for the record, that i really don't want to be taking antibiotics??
and yeah. cramps. j0y.
even though i know coldness is better then heat for cramps, i really hate being cold when crampy. and between the two aches, i'm feeling beat. *grumble*
one reason i love motorola phones:
going to my car to get to the bank, i see my phone, on the ground, in a puddle of slush. still on, showing time, etc. and its still ticking. my last motorola phone survived being left out in the rain overnight and falling off the roof of my car at 40mph. i'm kinda curious whether it would survive being dropped in water, as thats how my stepdad killed one of his cell phones, but i'm not willing to experiment ; )
