i'm a looser, baby....

[elvendoll]

so i have a paper due at 3pm.
i haven't even finished the reading for it.
i did most of it last night, and was going to wake up early to finish it, but that didn't happen.
so, i've decided to call her right before class starts, and leave a message that i'm sick.
the thing that has me really scared is that the syllabus doesn't state any late policy : /
i'd feel better if i knew what the consequences are going ot be...
*sigh*

other then that things are going okay...
my determination to stick it through this semester is back to the 'i don't want it, but i do have to' level, and its safer there...
i talked to my mom last night... mentioned that my grades may not be so good this semester... she didn't understand, but i guess its just as well... she'd be worried and hurt, and that would lead to anger and disapointment and a whole bunch of bad things neither one of us needs between us...
*sigh*

and i emailed the guy about the pants, and he said that they'd be shipped that day, and i would get the confirmation number from 'customer service as soon as possible' and still nothing : /
gonna email again today...
i want them, damnit!