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three years ago today i was up late, worrying about school and being contemplative. the quote from that entry is "the fact that i now worry at both of our's ability to pay our respective bills is *frustrating*. you know, for once i'd love to be in a relationship when i can trust the other person enough to let go of all these damn worries. but, with my luck, that just won't happen" - i'm really glad i was wrong.
two years ago today i was talking about issues and my father, and bill had done something very nice.
a year ago today we had no net access and i was reading a lot.

overall, life is good right now.
there are a lot of points of extreme stress, and sometimes its hard to see past that, but when the moments pass, i'm ok.
Thursday night i saw adaptation and really enjoyed it. and it was really nice to be out and about after class.
last night, i went to MR and had a really good time there.
the plan was to drink to intoxication, and i definitely accomplished that. its sad how much my tolerance has dropped - two and a half drinks and i had the spins when i got home.
it was a good night, though, spent around good people. i kinda wish i got to spend more time with some people & had more of an opportunity to flirt, but thats just life.

school is leaving a bit stumped right now.
the assignment i planned to spend today doing is something the professor hasn't given us concrete info on and i had one idea, but don't know if i can pull it off. moreover, i don't know of an efficient way to try.
*sigh*
looking at the syllabus, though, the presentation is less then 25% so i'm going to try & not stress too much.
and i do have a good idea for the paper... there'll be a post about that later on.
just two more weeks to get through.

i'm loving having my laptop.
the computer room hasn't been set up yet, partially because it doesn't have heat and i have negative desire to be somewhere even colder then the rest of the breezy apartment, but i'm liking being online from the living room.
i'm prolly going to splurge on the wireless card for it... i always feel guilty spending extra money, but having a card that isn't poking out of the side and is going to be much less hassle will be good.
because of the laptop, my money situation is all weird right now. most of it just waiting to see if i can pull it all off seamlessly, and i really don't like waiting.

blah.
there was more i wanted to write about, but my brain is starting to fizzle out again. its the thing i'm hating most about having this class on top of work.

Date: 2003-01-11 10:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tk7602.livejournal.com
do you mean an internal wireless card? i think i have a pcmcia 3com xjack card (retractable antenna) that i could give you... the antena is only out when you're using it.

ooh!

Date: 2003-01-12 10:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elvendoll.livejournal.com
i was looking at buy this because it would sit all the way inside... but if that card doesn't protrude when its not in use, i'd definately be extremely grateful - the dlink [livejournal.com profile] sol3 is letting me use now has a knob that sticks out like an inch outside the laptop and i'm weary of both leaving it in when putting the laptop into my backpack and taking it out without having a special case for it.

Re: ooh!

Date: 2003-01-12 11:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tk7602.livejournal.com
i'll let you know tomorrow if it's still on the desk... we bought a bunch of them at work, then started gettings dells with built int wireless :)

Re: ooh!

Date: 2003-01-12 11:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elvendoll.livejournal.com
thank you so much : )

Re: ooh!

Date: 2003-01-13 02:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tk7602.livejournal.com
alas, the last of the 3com cards has gone... sorry! :(

Re: ooh!

Date: 2003-01-14 07:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elvendoll.livejournal.com
thank you for looking for me : )

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