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elvendolli so don't feel like doing homework today!
and its really tempting to just let myself be consumed by distractions and happy thoughts and just let the hours go by... which is how i know this class needs to end now
the paper i have to write needs to be 3-5 pages.
there's enough in my survey for a 10 page paper in and of itself, but i have to find previous research and incorporate that. which involves a bunch of searching and reading and keeping track of URL's. ugh.
i'm figuring, though, if i get enough of that done tonight, i can leave the actual writing for tomorrow - when i'm feeling up to it, i can do 3-5 pages in two hours.
last night ended up being good.
at first, i was so angry that just standing up after being on the couch cramped a muscle in my ankle, and my hands were shaking so much it took about 20 minutes to hook and then tie my corset.
i got to the club, searched out him and got a couple of hugs and sips from his drink (thank you!). after a bit, i flitted off, and eventually found someone to flirt with, which is exactly what i needed to have the anger start lifting off.
after that, the evening started getting better, and overall, i had a very good night : )
*giggle* and yay to the word "yay"
afterwards, i drove him and him home, hung out there for a bit and back here to crash out on his bed, so as to have a heated place to sleep, and i think we both like each other's snuggling abilities : )
first wakeup was the plumber's visit.
he said that the back rooms are on the end of the circuit of heaters, and the thermostat shuts off the heater before heat gets this far. i don't know how much i believe that, as it had been fine before this week - he said that the extra-cold aggravates the problem.
in any case, he turned down the valves in the kitchen and living room, and now the back rooms are getting some heat, though my fingers are slightly numb from the cold while typing in here.
after that, i went back to sleepsnuggles, and slept till around 1:30. bad yulia.
got up, tried to force myself to do work, didn't succeed too much, made wasabified tuna sandwich(es), ate lunch and am now in my room, to (unsuccessfully) minimize distractions.
and its really tempting to just let myself be consumed by distractions and happy thoughts and just let the hours go by... which is how i know this class needs to end now
the paper i have to write needs to be 3-5 pages.
there's enough in my survey for a 10 page paper in and of itself, but i have to find previous research and incorporate that. which involves a bunch of searching and reading and keeping track of URL's. ugh.
i'm figuring, though, if i get enough of that done tonight, i can leave the actual writing for tomorrow - when i'm feeling up to it, i can do 3-5 pages in two hours.
last night ended up being good.
at first, i was so angry that just standing up after being on the couch cramped a muscle in my ankle, and my hands were shaking so much it took about 20 minutes to hook and then tie my corset.
i got to the club, searched out him and got a couple of hugs and sips from his drink (thank you!). after a bit, i flitted off, and eventually found someone to flirt with, which is exactly what i needed to have the anger start lifting off.
after that, the evening started getting better, and overall, i had a very good night : )
*giggle* and yay to the word "yay"
afterwards, i drove him and him home, hung out there for a bit and back here to crash out on his bed, so as to have a heated place to sleep, and i think we both like each other's snuggling abilities : )
first wakeup was the plumber's visit.
he said that the back rooms are on the end of the circuit of heaters, and the thermostat shuts off the heater before heat gets this far. i don't know how much i believe that, as it had been fine before this week - he said that the extra-cold aggravates the problem.
in any case, he turned down the valves in the kitchen and living room, and now the back rooms are getting some heat, though my fingers are slightly numb from the cold while typing in here.
after that, i went back to sleepsnuggles, and slept till around 1:30. bad yulia.
got up, tried to force myself to do work, didn't succeed too much, made wasabified tuna sandwich(es), ate lunch and am now in my room, to (unsuccessfully) minimize distractions.
