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Jan. 21st, 2003 02:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolltoday, i want...
...to be transported to a tropical island for a while, and get a massage on the beach somewhere between a relaxing swim and a strawberry banana daiquiri or three
...to be given a miracle drug, that will make me give my presentation effectively and then make me forget the whole experience ever happened
...after that, have the month become may, drive home with the sunset, have a relaxing and yummy meal at home and then sit back on the back porch, reading.
yeah.
pipe dreams.
i just need to make it through the day. without collapsing, without spazzing out, without losing my shit, and hopefully, with feeling better then i do right now.
i don't usually get headaches, but i've had them, on and off, for three days now. and by now, its much more tempting to turn to a bottle (well, shot from a bottle) of vodka then OCT painkillers. cognac will do, too.
i had to move my alarm clock from the living room back to my room last night, and i totally fucked up on setting it, which had me up & down at odd times this morning. moreover, i had one super-frustrating dream which left me ready to kill everyone when i woke up from it. when i did get up & looked in the mirror, it was kinda obvious why i had a hard time getting my eyes open, my face happened to balloon a bit overnight.
and damn, am i having a bad day.
i'm feeling like i might implode any minute now.
...to be transported to a tropical island for a while, and get a massage on the beach somewhere between a relaxing swim and a strawberry banana daiquiri or three
...to be given a miracle drug, that will make me give my presentation effectively and then make me forget the whole experience ever happened
...after that, have the month become may, drive home with the sunset, have a relaxing and yummy meal at home and then sit back on the back porch, reading.
yeah.
pipe dreams.
i just need to make it through the day. without collapsing, without spazzing out, without losing my shit, and hopefully, with feeling better then i do right now.
i don't usually get headaches, but i've had them, on and off, for three days now. and by now, its much more tempting to turn to a bottle (well, shot from a bottle) of vodka then OCT painkillers. cognac will do, too.
i had to move my alarm clock from the living room back to my room last night, and i totally fucked up on setting it, which had me up & down at odd times this morning. moreover, i had one super-frustrating dream which left me ready to kill everyone when i woke up from it. when i did get up & looked in the mirror, it was kinda obvious why i had a hard time getting my eyes open, my face happened to balloon a bit overnight.
and damn, am i having a bad day.
i'm feeling like i might implode any minute now.
