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Jan. 22nd, 2003 04:16 pmi said things would be better if i lived through yesterday, and they are : )
i got home last night and spent the evening in front of the computer and the tube, having a pseudo-meal of popcorn, with a dessert of a nutrigrain bar with two cups of chamomile tea. the time between 9:30 and 1am just zoomed by.
i didn't fall asleep right away, but i think i did manage to do it in 30-45 minutes, which is a marked improvement from the way i've been falling asleep for the last two weeks.
and when i woke up, i was ok, rather then supergroggy, and insanely pleased that extending limbs from under the blankets didn't cause massive shivers.
i also got the wireless access point yesterday, and got a kick from going from the living room to my room without going offline. its the little things, i know : )
& today has been nice and mellow.
i'm looking forward to tonight's plans.
i have tentative sushi plans tomorrow, and even more tentative mama mia plans next week. plans make me happy.
which, considering her last couple of posts makes me wonder if i'm a freak. because i need some sort of social activity in order to keep going. because even at my most stressed, if i don't go out at least once or twice a week, i start going really loopy. because not having weekend plans stresses me out, and having the next 4-5 weekends planned can make me really happy. personally, i call it cabin fever, but now i'm wondering if i just have a severely overactive sense of it.
travelling plans are in insane limbo.
way too many strings and way too many maybes and it makes a part of my head want to implode. luckily, its a very small part : ) i'm just really hoping something comes up as a definite soon.
of course, i'm also mad broke. buying a laptop can do that. only its hard-to-feel broke because its all charged to cc's. so, i really need to watch how i'm spending money, because i'm spending too much of it, and during the evilclass, i just didn't have the concentration level to pay attension to it.
as usual, my school sucks. i can't see if the credits from my fall courses transferred in, and there's noone answering the phones.
i got home last night and spent the evening in front of the computer and the tube, having a pseudo-meal of popcorn, with a dessert of a nutrigrain bar with two cups of chamomile tea. the time between 9:30 and 1am just zoomed by.
i didn't fall asleep right away, but i think i did manage to do it in 30-45 minutes, which is a marked improvement from the way i've been falling asleep for the last two weeks.
and when i woke up, i was ok, rather then supergroggy, and insanely pleased that extending limbs from under the blankets didn't cause massive shivers.
i also got the wireless access point yesterday, and got a kick from going from the living room to my room without going offline. its the little things, i know : )
& today has been nice and mellow.
i'm looking forward to tonight's plans.
i have tentative sushi plans tomorrow, and even more tentative mama mia plans next week. plans make me happy.
which, considering her last couple of posts makes me wonder if i'm a freak. because i need some sort of social activity in order to keep going. because even at my most stressed, if i don't go out at least once or twice a week, i start going really loopy. because not having weekend plans stresses me out, and having the next 4-5 weekends planned can make me really happy. personally, i call it cabin fever, but now i'm wondering if i just have a severely overactive sense of it.
travelling plans are in insane limbo.
way too many strings and way too many maybes and it makes a part of my head want to implode. luckily, its a very small part : ) i'm just really hoping something comes up as a definite soon.
of course, i'm also mad broke. buying a laptop can do that. only its hard-to-feel broke because its all charged to cc's. so, i really need to watch how i'm spending money, because i'm spending too much of it, and during the evilclass, i just didn't have the concentration level to pay attension to it.
as usual, my school sucks. i can't see if the credits from my fall courses transferred in, and there's noone answering the phones.