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Jan. 23rd, 2003 11:10 ammorning.
i don't think i slept well last night, and all the dreams i remember involved life creating roadblocks between me and what i wanted. they were all very serious in tone, and even aspects that should have been pleasant/fun just weren't.
and, now i'm awake with the mental image of someone trying to put a condom on their head (like, the one that's on shoulders). yeah.
last night was very touch & go.
it would figure that after having a pretty good day and being in a good mood for most of it, my body would decide to fuck it up.
overall, it was far from a bad night, i just resent the spin my body put on it.
i'm sick and tired of waking up and not feeling refreshed.
and i have no clue how to fix this.
on the weekdays, it seems like just sleeping a few extra hours would do the trick, but on the weekends, sleeping in doesn't always do it.
(i'm just in a whiny mood right now)
i am looking forward to having this class be over. just 2 more days. i'm curious to see how i'll adjust to having more time in my schedule. re-joining the gym is definately a thought i'm kicking around.
and there's other stuff. and most of it is tainted by the less-then-pleasant mood i'm in. i am just having a hard time shifting my focus to better things.
i don't think i slept well last night, and all the dreams i remember involved life creating roadblocks between me and what i wanted. they were all very serious in tone, and even aspects that should have been pleasant/fun just weren't.
and, now i'm awake with the mental image of someone trying to put a condom on their head (like, the one that's on shoulders). yeah.
last night was very touch & go.
it would figure that after having a pretty good day and being in a good mood for most of it, my body would decide to fuck it up.
overall, it was far from a bad night, i just resent the spin my body put on it.
i'm sick and tired of waking up and not feeling refreshed.
and i have no clue how to fix this.
on the weekdays, it seems like just sleeping a few extra hours would do the trick, but on the weekends, sleeping in doesn't always do it.
(i'm just in a whiny mood right now)
i am looking forward to having this class be over. just 2 more days. i'm curious to see how i'll adjust to having more time in my schedule. re-joining the gym is definately a thought i'm kicking around.
and there's other stuff. and most of it is tainted by the less-then-pleasant mood i'm in. i am just having a hard time shifting my focus to better things.