that point

[elvendoll]

i know i've hit this point before. i know that the fixation is only making it worse, but damnit, i'm at that point where i'm tired of fighting it - i just want let go and "rest" for a bit before starting to fight it again. ...just want to let go for a bit, because i feel like i'm not strong enough to get a grip and need a rest to regain my strength.
focussing on the fact that i have class tonight, and plans i don't want to cancel for the next two nights isn't helping one bit.

and boy am i dreading Friday.
at the bare minimum, one day of scheduled in-pain, needy & infantile yulia. knocking myself into a coma sounds infinitely more pleasant.

Comments

[xevb3k.livejournal.com]

I think it's about that time where a lot of people become over-tired. I probably need to sleep for a whole 48 hours straight, but I'm too busy doing 10 million other things.