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Feb. 4th, 2003 02:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolli'm feeling a bit better today, but still edgy and fuzzy and not quite here.
last night ended up being rather ok.
i took a belated lunch, headed home at 4:15... got there in time to eat, throw on comfort-clothes and go to class.
unfortunately, the parking situation wasn't as great as he lead me to believe, but i found a spot and was only about 5 minutes late to class. unfortunately, i may have missed the part when the professor told the class what assignments those of us who are in it for the credits will have. *grumble*
class was mostly good, although i did dose off a bit in the last hour : /
because there's no snack vendors or vending machines in the direct vicinity of class, i really need to be much better about remembering my water.
the change in temperature from last week was definitely good - going to/from class not being traumatic experiences helped my outlook about the class a bit.
after i got home, i planted myself on the couch, and between tv, putzing online and reading, stayed there for most of the night. and it was very good to just sit and chill. and i'll finish junky the next time i sit down to read.
as far as taking other classes, it looks like i'm shit out of luck. i'd emailed the professors of both the classes i could take, asking to be added in, and was refused by both. considering online classes are more expensive then regular ones, i'm really surprised the classes filled up. figures that the one time i want to try doing 6 credits at once, i'd be foiled.
i really need to snap out of this funk and to start exercising.
our house is at 70 degrees, my room didn't feel much colder then the rest of the house, and i was freezing last night and this morning, so i really need to kick my metabolism into gear. its just a matter of pushing to when its more then just words. emotionally, it'd be great, too. i feel like a loser, and even more like a loser for letting myself feel this way. its really a joyous cycle.
it'd also be nice to know how my recovery is going to go.
i haven't made any plans for the weekend, and a part of me is scared shitless that i'll start feeling ok early and be trapped without anything to do / anywhere to go. but i really can't make plans because odds are, i'll be more vegetative then human.
and i'm not getting anything more in here, os i'm just going to post
last night ended up being rather ok.
i took a belated lunch, headed home at 4:15... got there in time to eat, throw on comfort-clothes and go to class.
unfortunately, the parking situation wasn't as great as he lead me to believe, but i found a spot and was only about 5 minutes late to class. unfortunately, i may have missed the part when the professor told the class what assignments those of us who are in it for the credits will have. *grumble*
class was mostly good, although i did dose off a bit in the last hour : /
because there's no snack vendors or vending machines in the direct vicinity of class, i really need to be much better about remembering my water.
the change in temperature from last week was definitely good - going to/from class not being traumatic experiences helped my outlook about the class a bit.
after i got home, i planted myself on the couch, and between tv, putzing online and reading, stayed there for most of the night. and it was very good to just sit and chill. and i'll finish junky the next time i sit down to read.
as far as taking other classes, it looks like i'm shit out of luck. i'd emailed the professors of both the classes i could take, asking to be added in, and was refused by both. considering online classes are more expensive then regular ones, i'm really surprised the classes filled up. figures that the one time i want to try doing 6 credits at once, i'd be foiled.
i really need to snap out of this funk and to start exercising.
our house is at 70 degrees, my room didn't feel much colder then the rest of the house, and i was freezing last night and this morning, so i really need to kick my metabolism into gear. its just a matter of pushing to when its more then just words. emotionally, it'd be great, too. i feel like a loser, and even more like a loser for letting myself feel this way. its really a joyous cycle.
it'd also be nice to know how my recovery is going to go.
i haven't made any plans for the weekend, and a part of me is scared shitless that i'll start feeling ok early and be trapped without anything to do / anywhere to go. but i really can't make plans because odds are, i'll be more vegetative then human.
and i'm not getting anything more in here, os i'm just going to post
