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elvendollso i'm home alone on a Saturday night, but its far from bad, because i got some homework done, feel relaxed and very mellow. i'm going to attribute this either to the fact that it took me over 5 hours to get going this morning (well, afternoon) or the fact that i took a happypill within those 5 hours. for safeties sake, i should be a good kid and take happypills more regularly.
the school reading is frustrating. its pro-hasidic propaganda that takes insanely too long to make a point. its taking effort just to skim it because i really hate such offset length/depth ratios.
it does have some interesting points, though.
overall, the class feels too light. the online course from bunker hill felt more intense because there were due dates just about each week and the reading was denser. the light load makes me feel like i'm not doing enough, and its accentuating how little i've been getting done, period. and i don't know what to blame it on. i do know that if i don't clean/rearrange my room between brunch and the evening's plans, i should really pick a day next week to definitely do so. right now, the room looks/feels cramped and crowded, which i don't like.
yesterday was a good day. well, good evening, i definitely had an off spell during the day. but after work,![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sol3 and i went to see the quiet american, which is a really good movie, and then to bluefin for a sushi dinner. between the two, some reset button had gotten hit, and the workday seemed like it was a week away by the time i got to the club.
the club itself felt rather empty and the evening seemed toned down, but it was still good. and i drooled. i'm so enjoying the drooling, i'm almost having ajedi moment over this - not wanting to meet the object of desire in fear of shattering the bubble of illusion i built up over them. we'll see what happens. at the very least, i'll drool more tomorrow.
and i should prolly get to sleep so there's a chance of functioning at over 50% tomorrow.
the school reading is frustrating. its pro-hasidic propaganda that takes insanely too long to make a point. its taking effort just to skim it because i really hate such offset length/depth ratios.
it does have some interesting points, though.
overall, the class feels too light. the online course from bunker hill felt more intense because there were due dates just about each week and the reading was denser. the light load makes me feel like i'm not doing enough, and its accentuating how little i've been getting done, period. and i don't know what to blame it on. i do know that if i don't clean/rearrange my room between brunch and the evening's plans, i should really pick a day next week to definitely do so. right now, the room looks/feels cramped and crowded, which i don't like.
yesterday was a good day. well, good evening, i definitely had an off spell during the day. but after work,
sol3 and i went to see the quiet american, which is a really good movie, and then to bluefin for a sushi dinner. between the two, some reset button had gotten hit, and the workday seemed like it was a week away by the time i got to the club.the club itself felt rather empty and the evening seemed toned down, but it was still good. and i drooled. i'm so enjoying the drooling, i'm almost having a
jedi moment over this - not wanting to meet the object of desire in fear of shattering the bubble of illusion i built up over them. we'll see what happens. at the very least, i'll drool more tomorrow.and i should prolly get to sleep so there's a chance of functioning at over 50% tomorrow.
