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Mar. 17th, 2003 10:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolloverall, i think i had a good weekend.
i can't stop gushing about abi. i feel like all the reasons i make a point of visiting as often as i do were realized this past weekend and it just makes me melt.
i'm also sad i won't be able to visit for another month and a half, but i like the reasons i won't be able to.
i love my mom dearly, but she said some things that still make me nauseous.
she calls me cold and hard and now i'm seeing where i get it. and i'm having a really hard time because i don't think that what she said is really who she is... she has painted herself into a really bad corner and doesn't see that its all her doing. but i don't think i could ever convince her otherwise, and if i can't, i just want to forget having heard what i did.
Sunday was a long day, but in a good way.
started off early, as we had to be at a restaurant for debbie's cousin's birthday for 1:30 and it was almost an hour away.
we got there, and realized it was a huge buffet place with an even bigger wait. we were waiting for an hour, and didn't get to sit together anyways. and the sushi was really mediocre, making it the 4th time in a row. i think its time for indian food - i haven't had that in months.
after lunch, we went over to their house for coffee. yummy turkish-brewed coffee. yum.
while there, i did something rather stupid - i tried doing a chin-up. i failed miserable, just hanging there, and so i tried two more times. because i wasn't able to lift myself at all, it didn't click that i was still straining my arms until they started hurting this morning. ow.
after coffee, i made the trek back to town and had a very good evening that included hot gay sex, dead people and the evil that is brownies.
i never really felt like i woke up right today... the day just keeps feeling icky.
work was eh, class was eh, he didn't give out paper topics and i've been eh ever since. i've managed to eat, veg too much and sort some clothes. i think i'll take a much needed shower and go to bed early once i stop feeling queasy/dizzy, because showering now sounds like a bad idea. hopefully a nutrigrain bar will settles my stomach.
i can't stop gushing about abi. i feel like all the reasons i make a point of visiting as often as i do were realized this past weekend and it just makes me melt.
i'm also sad i won't be able to visit for another month and a half, but i like the reasons i won't be able to.
i love my mom dearly, but she said some things that still make me nauseous.
she calls me cold and hard and now i'm seeing where i get it. and i'm having a really hard time because i don't think that what she said is really who she is... she has painted herself into a really bad corner and doesn't see that its all her doing. but i don't think i could ever convince her otherwise, and if i can't, i just want to forget having heard what i did.
Sunday was a long day, but in a good way.
started off early, as we had to be at a restaurant for debbie's cousin's birthday for 1:30 and it was almost an hour away.
we got there, and realized it was a huge buffet place with an even bigger wait. we were waiting for an hour, and didn't get to sit together anyways. and the sushi was really mediocre, making it the 4th time in a row. i think its time for indian food - i haven't had that in months.
after lunch, we went over to their house for coffee. yummy turkish-brewed coffee. yum.
while there, i did something rather stupid - i tried doing a chin-up. i failed miserable, just hanging there, and so i tried two more times. because i wasn't able to lift myself at all, it didn't click that i was still straining my arms until they started hurting this morning. ow.
after coffee, i made the trek back to town and had a very good evening that included hot gay sex, dead people and the evil that is brownies.
i never really felt like i woke up right today... the day just keeps feeling icky.
work was eh, class was eh, he didn't give out paper topics and i've been eh ever since. i've managed to eat, veg too much and sort some clothes. i think i'll take a much needed shower and go to bed early once i stop feeling queasy/dizzy, because showering now sounds like a bad idea. hopefully a nutrigrain bar will settles my stomach.
