*tries not to tear hair out*
Mar. 21st, 2003 02:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollwhen under stress, my head keeps flipping through possible scenarios out of a situation. and there's a compulsive need to get to an answer as quickly as possible. but, sometimes, not all of the factors to make an answer possible are available. and then i start feeling like a balloon that's has too much air, with more air rushing in.
in theory, i know that deciding on something within the next 20 minutes or the next 5 hours won't make a difference. but i don't feel that.
moreover, i'm insanely resentful of the situation.
this is my first weekend at home in a month. and now it, and probably next weekend, too, are being torn to shreds.
my parents are in a sticky situation and i know they're doing all they can. my stepdad even offered to drive my car back up for me, which is absurd, because no matter how busy i think i may be, he's ten times as busy and stressed.
it just sucks, for all of us, right now.
so yeah - anyone have a car i could lease for a week or two?
in theory, i know that deciding on something within the next 20 minutes or the next 5 hours won't make a difference. but i don't feel that.
moreover, i'm insanely resentful of the situation.
this is my first weekend at home in a month. and now it, and probably next weekend, too, are being torn to shreds.
my parents are in a sticky situation and i know they're doing all they can. my stepdad even offered to drive my car back up for me, which is absurd, because no matter how busy i think i may be, he's ten times as busy and stressed.
it just sucks, for all of us, right now.
so yeah - anyone have a car i could lease for a week or two?
