elvendoll

...from writing my paper.

i'm not far enough in yet, but the night is fairly young.
i'm home alone on a Saturday night, doing homework and quite content with it - who woulda thunk it?
it is good to have some quiet time, and time spend here, just chilling in the apartment. and writing the paper is good, too. it won't be any masterpiece, but considering how much i've stressed over it, its good to be getting it done.

i had a pretty hefty meltdown yesterday. hands shaking, stomach twisting and untwisting from knots and a general inability to deal. luckily, those around me were very patient and understanding and gave me some good advice and food for thought and such, and today i'm no longer feeling like the world exploded and soiled my only outfit.
but, to shift my focus to better things, today has been better; a lovely morning/afternoon with