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Apr. 24th, 2003 06:36 pmi blame
zerokey - i'm having thoughts of getting my nipple repierced.
the first time i got it done was in February, and after finding myself unable/unwilling to wear anything other then crop tops for a week afterwards, i decided that i wouldn't do something like that in the cold months again... so whenever i have these thoughts in cold months, i put off making a decision and then forget about it in the warm months.
now, i've remembered.
and its weird.
the idea of having to go through the healing and have it grow out again sucks.
the idea of sticking something in there after my tumors is a little scary - and the fact that it would be in the other breast doesn't change that. but... there's still the temptation...
speaking of things vain, i have no clue what to wear on Friday night.
the default is my slitted dress, but i feel like i've worn it out a couple of times in the recent past... but, i can't think of anything else i want to wear. (times like this, i really miss being able to raid someone else's closet!)
and, i've been getting shopping cravings lately. to get a couple of skirts/summer dresses, a couple of tank tops and maybe a pair of pants. unfortunately, i can't afford that at all. its consequences to choices i've made, and i'd make most of the same choices again in a heartbeat, so i don't have much room to complain, its just grating sometimes.
no allergy meds today. i borrowed a new type of allergy pill this morning, to see if it would work for me and haven't taken it yet, as i decided to wait until symptoms kicked up instead of taking something and assuming its working when feeling ok. and, i'm not symptom-free, but i'm as good as being medicated got me over the past two days, so i don't see any point in medicating. but damnit, i really dislike the fact that bad weather means no allergies while good weather means feeling like crap physically - *stomp* its just not fair.
yesterday had a very good evening : )
met up with him, her and her SB for dinner and the good thief, both of which were good...
tonight will be mellow. it might include a trek to costco and/or a walk to see if i can catch someone i feel like i'm perpetually chasing.
if its nice out, i might even put out a long-walk holler, as it'd be really nice to keep off the inch or so i lost in amsterdam and walking just rocks, damnit.
in theory, i should do homework, but i'm feeling a little too laid back for that.
and i'm looking forward to the weekend, though i have a weird memory of something going on this Saturday night and not being able to remember a what the hell it could be.
i've been in some sort of a high since getting back from vacation - i think this is the longest post-vacation high i've had so far, and i'm loving it. meeting people in the hostel did a lot to up my motivation to socialize, and its a really good feeling - hopefully i'll be able to use it well
the first time i got it done was in February, and after finding myself unable/unwilling to wear anything other then crop tops for a week afterwards, i decided that i wouldn't do something like that in the cold months again... so whenever i have these thoughts in cold months, i put off making a decision and then forget about it in the warm months.
now, i've remembered.
and its weird.
the idea of having to go through the healing and have it grow out again sucks.
the idea of sticking something in there after my tumors is a little scary - and the fact that it would be in the other breast doesn't change that. but... there's still the temptation...
speaking of things vain, i have no clue what to wear on Friday night.
the default is my slitted dress, but i feel like i've worn it out a couple of times in the recent past... but, i can't think of anything else i want to wear. (times like this, i really miss being able to raid someone else's closet!)
and, i've been getting shopping cravings lately. to get a couple of skirts/summer dresses, a couple of tank tops and maybe a pair of pants. unfortunately, i can't afford that at all. its consequences to choices i've made, and i'd make most of the same choices again in a heartbeat, so i don't have much room to complain, its just grating sometimes.
no allergy meds today. i borrowed a new type of allergy pill this morning, to see if it would work for me and haven't taken it yet, as i decided to wait until symptoms kicked up instead of taking something and assuming its working when feeling ok. and, i'm not symptom-free, but i'm as good as being medicated got me over the past two days, so i don't see any point in medicating. but damnit, i really dislike the fact that bad weather means no allergies while good weather means feeling like crap physically - *stomp* its just not fair.
yesterday had a very good evening : )
met up with him, her and her SB for dinner and the good thief, both of which were good...
tonight will be mellow. it might include a trek to costco and/or a walk to see if i can catch someone i feel like i'm perpetually chasing.
if its nice out, i might even put out a long-walk holler, as it'd be really nice to keep off the inch or so i lost in amsterdam and walking just rocks, damnit.
in theory, i should do homework, but i'm feeling a little too laid back for that.
and i'm looking forward to the weekend, though i have a weird memory of something going on this Saturday night and not being able to remember a what the hell it could be.
i've been in some sort of a high since getting back from vacation - i think this is the longest post-vacation high i've had so far, and i'm loving it. meeting people in the hostel did a lot to up my motivation to socialize, and its a really good feeling - hopefully i'll be able to use it well
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Date: 2003-04-24 05:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-04-24 08:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-04-24 09:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-04-24 08:17 pm (UTC)I can leave it out for you to try if you're going to stop by, and if you're interested.
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Date: 2003-04-24 08:20 pm (UTC)what color is it?
(i think i might be interested!)
(thank you!!)
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Date: 2003-04-24 09:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-04-25 06:06 am (UTC)I think much of what I have would be too big on you but I might have a waist cincher that might work? Actually, there are two that just might work...one in heavy PVC (high shine black!) & then one done by Terri King that's a dark dark blue. Let me know if I should bring 'em. =)