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Apr. 30th, 2003 04:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollmy good mood streak seems to be continuing, minus the annoyance i'm experiencing now.
i can't believe i'll be in san francisco tomorrow - like what happened with amsterdam, i feel like that won't happen until takeoff at the earliest.
plans for the days i'm there appear to be like unsolidified jello - no only do they not seem to have the potential to be as firm as i'd like, but they're nowhere near as solid as they could/should be.
i thought i'd be ok with this, but the world not jumping to when its convenient for me is frustrating right now. and, as murphy's law would have it, this is when the internet connection drops off, so i feel even more disconnected/out of control. and to ass to that, i was a moron last night and now my cell phone battery is dead (and i was a moron again this morning and forgot to plug it in while driving to work, which would have given the thing some juice).
(okie, we're back up now)
(and its a bit later)
and i feel frazzled, like i'm being overbearing and really hating being broke.
its weird, though, because i'm not in a "bad mood" - its like there's a stable "good mood" and yucky slimy stuff layered on top of it.
in any case, i really need to chill the fuck out and figure out how much it is/isn't worth it to worry about spending an extra $70.
i can't believe i'll be in san francisco tomorrow - like what happened with amsterdam, i feel like that won't happen until takeoff at the earliest.
plans for the days i'm there appear to be like unsolidified jello - no only do they not seem to have the potential to be as firm as i'd like, but they're nowhere near as solid as they could/should be.
i thought i'd be ok with this, but the world not jumping to when its convenient for me is frustrating right now. and, as murphy's law would have it, this is when the internet connection drops off, so i feel even more disconnected/out of control. and to ass to that, i was a moron last night and now my cell phone battery is dead (and i was a moron again this morning and forgot to plug it in while driving to work, which would have given the thing some juice).
(okie, we're back up now)
(and its a bit later)
and i feel frazzled, like i'm being overbearing and really hating being broke.
its weird, though, because i'm not in a "bad mood" - its like there's a stable "good mood" and yucky slimy stuff layered on top of it.
in any case, i really need to chill the fuck out and figure out how much it is/isn't worth it to worry about spending an extra $70.
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Date: 2003-04-30 01:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-04-30 02:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-04-30 04:01 pm (UTC)Ack! I forgot all about that... give me a call! 415-902-9071
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Date: 2003-04-30 06:42 pm (UTC)Uhhm. Not to be any more of an ass than usual...
Date: 2003-04-30 06:28 pm (UTC)T
Re: Uhhm. Not to be any more of an ass than usual...
Date: 2003-04-30 06:37 pm (UTC)yes, yes it is.
before i looked back, i figured you were giving me shit for having had a sentence about my cell phone battery to begin with.