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Jul. 22nd, 2003 11:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolli'm feeling rather off and spent today.
there doesn't seem to be time to relax these days, and its not all a lack of time thing - its that i'm feeling so wound up, going from that to relaxed would take a significant amount of time.
the disturbing dream i had last night isn't helping. just like i was made to feel in the dream, i woke up feeling infantile/juvenile/immature (in the bad ways) and pointedly conscious of something that logically isn't a gap, was never perceived as a gap, but highlighted as such in the dream. ugh.
the only good part is that, in the dream, i learned to float/levitate. why can't i keep that instead of the yucky stuff?
yesterday, i was really out of it all day at work. i think i got my first wind in class, which is a very good sign - i haven't dozed off in this class yet!
after class, plans to go to ceremony got nixed, i spent some time vegging, and some time discussing things with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
goat, gaelen and mortis. murphy's law definitely controls the timing of things in my life.
instead of going to bed early, i was up till 2am, and took at least 40 minutes to fall asleep - but i think it was closer to an hour.
and i had the hardest time getting up this morning.
i'm trying to look forward to tonight.
dinner should be good, and the mini-paper should be quick and easy, and hopefully time withsol3 will be relaxing and snuggalicious. yeah.
there doesn't seem to be time to relax these days, and its not all a lack of time thing - its that i'm feeling so wound up, going from that to relaxed would take a significant amount of time.
the disturbing dream i had last night isn't helping. just like i was made to feel in the dream, i woke up feeling infantile/juvenile/immature (in the bad ways) and pointedly conscious of something that logically isn't a gap, was never perceived as a gap, but highlighted as such in the dream. ugh.
the only good part is that, in the dream, i learned to float/levitate. why can't i keep that instead of the yucky stuff?
yesterday, i was really out of it all day at work. i think i got my first wind in class, which is a very good sign - i haven't dozed off in this class yet!
after class, plans to go to ceremony got nixed, i spent some time vegging, and some time discussing things with
goat, gaelen and mortis. murphy's law definitely controls the timing of things in my life.instead of going to bed early, i was up till 2am, and took at least 40 minutes to fall asleep - but i think it was closer to an hour.
and i had the hardest time getting up this morning.
i'm trying to look forward to tonight.
dinner should be good, and the mini-paper should be quick and easy, and hopefully time with
sol3 will be relaxing and snuggalicious. yeah.
