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little things:

there were asian men working on the balcony of the house next door in the morning. they were doing loud things and talking loudly right outside my bedroom window. after getting over being glad i didn't sleep naked, i got very annoyed by the sound of their noise. i hit play on my stereo and turned the volume up - it started out blaring cirque du soleil's alegria (i didn't turn the stereo off before leaving).
between that, and the 'moments frozen in time' thoughts, i keep flashing back to the time i saw alegria live - it must've been late 94, cuddling with a boy for the very first time. according to google, the boy (micah ellenson) is now studying to be a rabbi.

i wish i knew the last name of my first kiss.
his first name was walter, he grew up in fresno and was supposed to go to ucsd after graduating HS (and he was really really hot).
in theory, i had his parent's phone number at some point... i called it once, after i'd moved to NJ and he left for college, and his father wouldn't give out his new number. there's a small chance that piece of paper is in my keepsakes box, but for some reason, i don't think it made it in there.
there should be, though, another phone number i've historically kicked myself for not having called soon enough - a boy i met on a bus to montreal a few weeks before i moved to boston. he gave me his business card and put his home phone number on the back... and mentioned moving soon. by the time i called, he'd moved already, and i was too shy to call his office.
and it feels weird to me to know that there's an 80%+ chance none of the three aforementioned boys would remember who i am.

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