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elvendollTuesday morning, it had been so cold overnight, that when the alarm first rang, i was curled up in the fetal position, my blankets up over my ears, and the cat curled up between my knees and elbows, also under the blankets. its the first time she's ever she's risked being squished enough to go under the blankets. the second time the alarm rang, i picked my head up, the cat picked her head up, two inches away from me, and yawned. luckily, i was awake enough to move my head before inhaling kittybreath.
class sucked.
i've been spending more time using my school notebook as an alternate journal, and that helps pass the time, but the teacher doesn't lead discussion well, doesn't say things that capture my attention and the way he treats us like high school kids makes me less then enthused about participating. or maybe it was the way he shot down a valid point that i made a couple of weeks ago.
after class, i just went home, chilled online for a little bit and went to bed early.
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sol3 and we just had dinner at my place and stayed in for the rest of the evening.
in a lot of ways, i'm feeling torn in a lot of directions.
on one hand, i'm feeling very disconnected from people, and on the other, i feel like i have no time to see/interact with people. sadly, its hitting how much i talk tokittypie the most, and it fucking sucks.
i spend about an hour and a half to two hours decompressing from work and/or school each evening. that's time i spend in front of the tube, butt plastered to the couch, while also chatting and/or eating. i need to somehow cut down on that.
i also need to do more chores. my room needs a lot more cleaning, i need to schedule a dr's appointment, take pictures of my phone and put it up on ebay, do laundry, etc. cooking up another week's worth of food would be great, too, but i don't see that happening for a while.
i realized last night that i've been nearly avoiding my room lately.
i think part of it is the way the back wall is asymetric to the new layout and the purple lights not functioning at the moment, but a part of it is that the new room layour just doesn't mesh with me. the room feels cramped with the bed in the center of the room and being there is a reminder that i still don't have enough room for all my shit. i really don't want to start throwing things out, but it may be the only solution : /
tonight, i am really hoping/planning on going to yoga (anyone wanna come with me?); it should be just a matter of not getting stuck in traffic.
after yoga, i should hit target and pick up new extension cords, which i desperately need for my room, and plastic sealers for the windows, because the house gets damn cold damn quickly.
tomorrow night i'm hoping for a fun evening out, and Saturday should be spent doing the damn reading. i figured out yesterday that i have Monday off, which will make this the first long weekend i've stayed home for, but i have a couple of ideas bouncing around on what to do on Monday.
class sucked.
i've been spending more time using my school notebook as an alternate journal, and that helps pass the time, but the teacher doesn't lead discussion well, doesn't say things that capture my attention and the way he treats us like high school kids makes me less then enthused about participating. or maybe it was the way he shot down a valid point that i made a couple of weeks ago.
after class, i just went home, chilled online for a little bit and went to bed early.
yesterday evening was time spent with
sol3 and we just had dinner at my place and stayed in for the rest of the evening.in a lot of ways, i'm feeling torn in a lot of directions.
on one hand, i'm feeling very disconnected from people, and on the other, i feel like i have no time to see/interact with people. sadly, its hitting how much i talk to
kittypie the most, and it fucking sucks.i spend about an hour and a half to two hours decompressing from work and/or school each evening. that's time i spend in front of the tube, butt plastered to the couch, while also chatting and/or eating. i need to somehow cut down on that.
i also need to do more chores. my room needs a lot more cleaning, i need to schedule a dr's appointment, take pictures of my phone and put it up on ebay, do laundry, etc. cooking up another week's worth of food would be great, too, but i don't see that happening for a while.
i realized last night that i've been nearly avoiding my room lately.
i think part of it is the way the back wall is asymetric to the new layout and the purple lights not functioning at the moment, but a part of it is that the new room layour just doesn't mesh with me. the room feels cramped with the bed in the center of the room and being there is a reminder that i still don't have enough room for all my shit. i really don't want to start throwing things out, but it may be the only solution : /
tonight, i am really hoping/planning on going to yoga (anyone wanna come with me?); it should be just a matter of not getting stuck in traffic.
after yoga, i should hit target and pick up new extension cords, which i desperately need for my room, and plastic sealers for the windows, because the house gets damn cold damn quickly.
tomorrow night i'm hoping for a fun evening out, and Saturday should be spent doing the damn reading. i figured out yesterday that i have Monday off, which will make this the first long weekend i've stayed home for, but i have a couple of ideas bouncing around on what to do on Monday.
