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[elvendoll]

four years ago today i was in a bad mood; if my memory serves me well, though, bugmanhai did end up finding a ride later on that day.

three years ago today i'd spent time in salem, hanging out with bugmanhai and a bunch of his friends. the day had its stresses, but ended very well (despite not succeeding in taking a certain someone home)

two years ago today i was pms'y, not dealing well with it and thinking about the breakup.

a year ago today i was feeling emotionally bouncy, trying to plot a trip to san diego (which happened), talked to mortis about house stuff, talked to my mom and was thinking about school stuff. the class i was taking then was much more up my alley then the one i'm taking now..

overall, i'm feeling much more recentered over the weekend.
somewhere in the falling down with SAD, i must've gotten back up crooked and it feels good to be facing forward again - i just hope this lasts.
spending Monday outdoors was probably really good for me, too... somehow, while being a citygirl at heart, i absolutely love getting away to the outdoors.
Monday night was great, too... sol3 and i were having a 'do our own thing in the same room' evening, and it was great to see him in a good mood - it brought the weekend to a perfect close.

class was hard to bear last night. i wasn't able to get through the reading, and on top of not being able to contribute because of that, my head was still all kinds of swimmy from the cold *shakes head* and the bastard didn't give us our break, or even mention the papers we handed in last week.
again, i spent most of class writing in my school notebook, and surprised myself by writing a poem in russian. now, i think i may have written better stuff when i was 10, but i was surprised to feel the pull and followed it.

i got home from class, and it was as if i'd blinked and it became midnight, and 1am following right after - so much for going to bed early.
gaelen had stopped by the house, and when i asked if i could borrow his blanket, said that i could sleep in his bed. i decided to take him up on the offer - and boy is his bed comfy! it makes me put buying an actual mattress higher on my priority list - though its still not high enough to happen in the near future. someday, though : )

every once in a while, i find myself annoyed at other people for something - and then realize that i do the same thing. you'd think i'd run out of these things... but no...
the current one is that i really like things (and changes) to be spelled out for me. so if someone had an interest in me (that i was reciprocating) and lost it, not being told that explicitly sends me into fits of frustration because i'm not being told where i stand. only i am, passively. and i do the same goddamn thing, because saying 'hey, my interest waned' kinda sucks. and now i have to get my head to stop being pouty at someone for doing something that is perfectly logical and understandable.

in theory, i managed to sell my extra cell phone on ebay. in practice, the person who bought it hasn't paid yet, and its been two days. i'll be really unhappy if my first time selling something ends up getting a nonpaying bidder. *crosses fingers*

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If you ever need it

[wench33.livejournal.com]

My car is big enough to move mattresses and boxsprings !!

Kate

p.s. Can you remind Gaelen to get a hold of me ? He offered to try and help us get rid of the pool table..

Re: If you ever need it

[elvendoll.livejournal.com]

ooh! thank you, i'll keep that in mind : )

and i'll try to remember to tell him the next time i see him - emailing and/or commenting to him might get to him faster...