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[elvendoll]

i hate being broken.
i hate that typically, i spent at least 3 days out of each month being broken, feeling like i've been unpeeled to reveal a five year old girl who can't properly process emotions or understand the concept of dealing. i hate knowing that my emotions are affecting my logic, forcing me to fixate on things that aren't problems when i'm okay... and still not being able to just make it stop.
i have the 'i've been crying' feeling, and its just too early in the morning for it.

yesterday was an interesting day.
there's only one word i can use to describe going to yoga on the first day of my period: dumb.
i only lasted an hour, and even then, was in child's pose for about a quarter of it.
on the other hand, i would've felt really shitty if i hadn't gone. in the future, i should know better then to skip yoga the week before my period.

after yoga was dinner with maighread, which was yummy, really enjoyable and should be repeated : )
after that, i headed off to see tobi for a while, and had some good talking... and when i came home, sol3 came over so that we could talk. this of course means that i was up way past my bedtime and am still feeling way groggy. i think originally, i wanted to find going out plans for tonight, but now, i'm thinking that the most i'll want to do is see a movie, and then get to bed at a decent hour and catch up on all the z's i feel like i haven't been getting.

Comments

[rednikki.livejournal.com]

Regarding this "three days of the month" issue...have you tried going on the Pill? For some people, it doesn't help with it, but other people I know have found that it completely calms them down.

[elvendoll.livejournal.com]

when i was on the patch, my pms came with my period, rather then slightly before and tapering off around the second day, as it usually does... and i also had hormonal spikes for 3-4 hours every tuesday, which were pretty much the same as intense pms.
there was a plan to adjust the time the patch got changed so that the spike came when i was sleeping, but i stopped using the patch (to start taking st. john's wort) before there was a chance to try that.