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Jan. 7th, 2004 11:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollow.
i know depression is hitting me hard when i skim a roommate ad for a cheap place in the suburbs and think 'i could move there... save money... and its so far away that i'd never go out and see people again'* *tries to bash head against table*
i don't know how much hormones are playing a part in this, but if i'm not better in a week, someone please remind me to see a doc and get some pills. for all of my hesitations about prescription pills, if st. john's wort isn't doing it, i need something that will because there is no reason for me to be feeling like this
of course, this morning didn't start out in the best way ever.
i slept in a bit, and was doing well until i figured out/received some less then stellar news.
first, i realized that after hyping myself up for yoga tonight, i might not be able to go. i'm pms'ing, remember? so, there's a good chance i'll be bleeding before the day ends, and bleeding + yoga is bad - i've found out the hard way before.
second, my clients are being f*cking dolts.
client 1a - sent near-urgent changes at the end of the day yesterday. today is supposed to be a full day, but, the most vital bits were for when![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
deirdre can meet with me. so, i decided to make my day easier, and made their changes from home - spending a few hours on them to give myself a chance to sleep in and have a sane day.
the result?
the changes they sent hadn't been approved, and got nixed, so they need to be undone this morning.
client 1b - barely any signs of life from them around the holidays, and they're making up for it now. and most of this is inefficiently organized busywork
client 1c - has goddamnweird issue, and isn't going to be happy when i tell them that we can't figure out why.
client 2 - mostly an annoyance - the project was totally misrepresented at the beginning, they've been a pain in the ass to work with, and today there's an email with the subject line of 'Our first modification'. first my ass - first *this year*, for something that should've been finished up in the beginning of November!
and yeah, i'm sure my mental state is doing nothing to help me keep an even keel.
* no, i'm not considering moving. i know that when i'm sane i love my apartment and its location
i know depression is hitting me hard when i skim a roommate ad for a cheap place in the suburbs and think 'i could move there... save money... and its so far away that i'd never go out and see people again'* *tries to bash head against table*
i don't know how much hormones are playing a part in this, but if i'm not better in a week, someone please remind me to see a doc and get some pills. for all of my hesitations about prescription pills, if st. john's wort isn't doing it, i need something that will because there is no reason for me to be feeling like this
of course, this morning didn't start out in the best way ever.
i slept in a bit, and was doing well until i figured out/received some less then stellar news.
first, i realized that after hyping myself up for yoga tonight, i might not be able to go. i'm pms'ing, remember? so, there's a good chance i'll be bleeding before the day ends, and bleeding + yoga is bad - i've found out the hard way before.
second, my clients are being f*cking dolts.
client 1a - sent near-urgent changes at the end of the day yesterday. today is supposed to be a full day, but, the most vital bits were for when
deirdre can meet with me. so, i decided to make my day easier, and made their changes from home - spending a few hours on them to give myself a chance to sleep in and have a sane day.the result?
the changes they sent hadn't been approved, and got nixed, so they need to be undone this morning.
client 1b - barely any signs of life from them around the holidays, and they're making up for it now. and most of this is inefficiently organized busywork
client 1c - has goddamnweird issue, and isn't going to be happy when i tell them that we can't figure out why.
client 2 - mostly an annoyance - the project was totally misrepresented at the beginning, they've been a pain in the ass to work with, and today there's an email with the subject line of 'Our first modification'. first my ass - first *this year*, for something that should've been finished up in the beginning of November!
and yeah, i'm sure my mental state is doing nothing to help me keep an even keel.
* no, i'm not considering moving. i know that when i'm sane i love my apartment and its location
