i want to nap...
Jan. 25th, 2004 07:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendoll...but napping will only make me feel worse, and i'm fairly cranky as is.
i think the biggest reason behind my crankiness is a hyper-consciousness of putting a thousand miles or so between myself and ...people at a time when i'm already feeling disconnected in all the bad ways. and of course watching lost in translation last night didn't help one bit.
i should concentrate on the good parts, right? sand. waves. sunlight. reading.
as a present for myself this season, i got myself jitterbug perfume, and just reading the opening quotes and the first paragraph made me happy. but then my mind keeps flipping back to the loneliness and isolation and all the things i didn't get done during my break from school.
it looks like i'm down to one class next session. bunker hill isn't listing my other class anymore, and while i had been meaning to call and double check, after last week's events, i think it'll be good to minimize any and all stressors possible while bracing myself for how work is bound to explode.
but, no more workthoughts; not for a week. a sun-filled, respite-from-winter week, right?
i think the biggest reason behind my crankiness is a hyper-consciousness of putting a thousand miles or so between myself and ...people at a time when i'm already feeling disconnected in all the bad ways. and of course watching lost in translation last night didn't help one bit.
i should concentrate on the good parts, right? sand. waves. sunlight. reading.
as a present for myself this season, i got myself jitterbug perfume, and just reading the opening quotes and the first paragraph made me happy. but then my mind keeps flipping back to the loneliness and isolation and all the things i didn't get done during my break from school.
it looks like i'm down to one class next session. bunker hill isn't listing my other class anymore, and while i had been meaning to call and double check, after last week's events, i think it'll be good to minimize any and all stressors possible while bracing myself for how work is bound to explode.
but, no more workthoughts; not for a week. a sun-filled, respite-from-winter week, right?
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Date: 2004-01-25 04:18 pm (UTC)Don't worry...people will be waiting for you when you get back.