update?*

[elvendoll]

i'm recovering from the week from hell.
keeping my outlook from going way into the negatives is taking a surprising amount of effort and i'm being horribly unproductive, which is bound to bite me in the ass come midterm time : /
and, i've got emails i need to write/send that i haven't - i hate how that tends to be one of the first things to go. but, luckily, the first thing to usually go - my ability to choose/locate food - hasn't, because i cooked a ton on Saturday. leftovers make my world right about now.

the list of good things i'm concentrating on:
-i have the best boy in the world. he holds me when i need to cry, listens to me when i need to rant, supports me when i come out with out of the blue ideas/plans and somehow still wants me around even after i've been really broken for over two weeks now.
-my hair is different. not by much/enough, and i'm still not sure how i feel about it, but...
-vacationrealsoon!
-weekend with cute boy after that

to be honest, the first and last of those seem to be holding me up the most. sol3 has been so wonderful that i hold back goodtears when i think about it, and plans to spend a weekend with the cute boy give me the light-hearted high-school giggles to counteract the depth of the negativity that i feel.

this week's goal is to pull myself together enough to be able to properly enjoy prague.
this week's silly personal catchphrase is *looking down* two feet!

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Comments

[xevb3k.livejournal.com]

i have the best boy in the world. he holds me when i need to cry, listens to me when i need to rant, supports me when i come out with out of the blue ideas/plans and somehow still wants me around even after i've been really broken for over two weeks now.

It must be that time of year. I know so many people who have been depressed lately. The last 2-3 weeks have been pretty difficult for me. I think I have the best man in the world, too. I'm amazed anyone can put up with me when my depression gets so bad. Well, I hope things improve for you. I'm certainly glad that you have such a wonderful man in your life. :)

[autumnsshadow.livejournal.com]

silver lining, silver lining