oof

[elvendoll]

i'm still recovering from last night.

i feel like an utter moron, and am hoping that my stupidity didn't cramp people's night too much - with huge thanks and apologies to those that participated in taking care of me.

the closest thing to an excuse that i have is that it isn't that i thought i could handle two shots of tequila, a shot of vodka and a shot of cognac within one hour - it didn't even occur to me to consider my own tolerance because i was so focussed on furthering the intoxication of those around me. i have no clue how my logic missed the neon sign that says 'you can't do this'

aside from having hazy sushi with friends i haven't seen in too long, i've done nothing today - the world feels like a boat that is hovering at a high altitude or something. which is much better then being nauseous, headachy or sick in any other way, but is getting in the way of my motivation.
theoretically, i need to shower, eat again and clean within the next few hours and then get ready for tonight's adventure, which may now be beerless instead of beerfull. yeah.

(so, which ones of you will i see tonight?)

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[sweetbaboo.livejournal.com]

I feel bad for you, but as one of the people you were trying to get to drink, I relished the attention, so thanks!

[elvendoll.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

i'm trying to ingrain a 'no more then one shot per hour' rule into my head, so that even if i'm in a not-thinking place, i don't make the same mistake again