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Aug. 18th, 2004 01:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollmost of today was absolutely hellish.
i hadn't finished my homework last night, i hadn't slept well and work exploded in a bad way.
add to that that i might've been pms'ing, and that when![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sol3 and i are both uberstressed, the way we handle it conflicts.
it took effort to not cry for a good portion of the workday.
it took effort not to cry when i got into my car, as i drove to umass, and as i took a few minutes to chill in the car once i parked it.
i think i did badly on the test, because i didn't review and because it was more then i thought it would be. an odd compliment from my stats prof - she was surprised by how quickly i do math, which surprised me, because not having had a math class in 6 years makes me feel like my brain is coated in rust when i look at numbers.
the good news is that i got a 93 on the last test, so now 42% of my grade is an A-.
the other good news is that i didn't fall asleep in class and i did finish the social psych reading while taking stats notes. then, i did the lecture stuff before and during the irc meeting, took a test a few minutes ago and got a 19/20.
of course, the bad news is that i need to finish the paper i never finished, need to read 40 pages and do one more test for social psych before i can start reviewing for the final.
and then there's stats.
again, i'll try not to implode.
and, i still don't know what i want to do for the fall.
the plan was to take two classes - an online psych class from umb and random harvard class (cheaper and more credits!). but, i also wanted to try belly dancing, and the class i'd really want from harvard conflicts with that. and, add to that that being as fucked up as i am now is making me rethink taking two classes in the fall.
but, if i don't take two classes in the fall, i have no chance of finishing next august. argh.
and, i needed to decide on this like yesterday.
i hadn't finished my homework last night, i hadn't slept well and work exploded in a bad way.
add to that that i might've been pms'ing, and that when
sol3 and i are both uberstressed, the way we handle it conflicts.it took effort to not cry for a good portion of the workday.
it took effort not to cry when i got into my car, as i drove to umass, and as i took a few minutes to chill in the car once i parked it.
i think i did badly on the test, because i didn't review and because it was more then i thought it would be. an odd compliment from my stats prof - she was surprised by how quickly i do math, which surprised me, because not having had a math class in 6 years makes me feel like my brain is coated in rust when i look at numbers.
the good news is that i got a 93 on the last test, so now 42% of my grade is an A-.
the other good news is that i didn't fall asleep in class and i did finish the social psych reading while taking stats notes. then, i did the lecture stuff before and during the irc meeting, took a test a few minutes ago and got a 19/20.
of course, the bad news is that i need to finish the paper i never finished, need to read 40 pages and do one more test for social psych before i can start reviewing for the final.
and then there's stats.
again, i'll try not to implode.
and, i still don't know what i want to do for the fall.
the plan was to take two classes - an online psych class from umb and random harvard class (cheaper and more credits!). but, i also wanted to try belly dancing, and the class i'd really want from harvard conflicts with that. and, add to that that being as fucked up as i am now is making me rethink taking two classes in the fall.
but, if i don't take two classes in the fall, i have no chance of finishing next august. argh.
and, i needed to decide on this like yesterday.
