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Nov. 14th, 2000 01:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollmy head feels heavy, my nose is leaking, my eyes feel dry & irritated and my thraot hurts.
i think i have a temperature, but i there's no way to know.
i keep sitting here thinking i should be doing this, or i should be doing that, and feeling too crappy to move.
i'm boiling more water so i can have chamomile tea, and then i might take a nap.
staying up isn't doing anything for me anyways.
i am trying to tell myself that everything is ok.
that the recruiter is just busy with other stuff, and i'm not SOL for that job, and that i should have a phone interview in the next two days.
late last week things were looking up when chris agreed to split some HTML projects with me, but now he's procrstinating on his end of it, and i am starting to have my doubts.
i don't want to be nagging him every day. i know that won't get him to do the stuff & will only annoy him... but i can't have my hopes up if he's slacking either..
i'm just trying to keep hoping that the thing will pan through...
my cellphone broke (the charger thingie won't go in all the way for some reason) so i asked bill to go to the mall with me (as the cellphone place is right by there) and am so grateful he agreed.
the mere thought of going there by myself, feeling as shitty as i am, feels me with icky stuff...
the room needs to be cleaned, too..
the whole floor is ocvered with a think layer of stuff, it hasn't been this bad in months.
*sigh*
i think i have a temperature, but i there's no way to know.
i keep sitting here thinking i should be doing this, or i should be doing that, and feeling too crappy to move.
i'm boiling more water so i can have chamomile tea, and then i might take a nap.
staying up isn't doing anything for me anyways.
i am trying to tell myself that everything is ok.
that the recruiter is just busy with other stuff, and i'm not SOL for that job, and that i should have a phone interview in the next two days.
late last week things were looking up when chris agreed to split some HTML projects with me, but now he's procrstinating on his end of it, and i am starting to have my doubts.
i don't want to be nagging him every day. i know that won't get him to do the stuff & will only annoy him... but i can't have my hopes up if he's slacking either..
i'm just trying to keep hoping that the thing will pan through...
my cellphone broke (the charger thingie won't go in all the way for some reason) so i asked bill to go to the mall with me (as the cellphone place is right by there) and am so grateful he agreed.
the mere thought of going there by myself, feeling as shitty as i am, feels me with icky stuff...
the room needs to be cleaned, too..
the whole floor is ocvered with a think layer of stuff, it hasn't been this bad in months.
*sigh*
