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Sep. 18th, 2004 01:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolli'm very surprised i'm awake right now.
today was a really stressful day between general work suckage, the wireless going dead for like 40 minutes and the fact that yet another charger cable is acting up and my laptop can't last an hour on battery.
i felt like i was barely functional for dinner, even after a shower, and at 8:30, felt like if i didn't get my ass into the city right then and there, i'd just fall asleep by nine.
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vovkaman online and poked him, but he didn't seem enthused and better judgment lead me to going back upstairs for tea.
tea and joking with the family woke me up a bit, and i've had a good evening since then. sadly, i'm spending less and less time with abi with each visit; i wonder how/whether i could fix that tomorrow. on a good note, though, i'm spending more time with debbie.
i think i am going to go to shul tomorrow, for the first time in 2-3 years.
part of not having had time to breathe is that i haven't had time to sit down, take stock of where i am and where i am going, and shul might give me the time and space to do so. the last time i went, i heard a piece of wisdom i'm very grateful for ("if you're not enjoying everything you do, you're not doing it right") and hey, it might be time for another tidbit like that.
still no plans for tomorrow night, but debbie suggested ditching the family at her aunt's gathering, going to blockbuster, coming back here with movies and popcorn and just chilling - and right now, that is sounding nice. the tricky part will be agreeing on movies.
today was a really stressful day between general work suckage, the wireless going dead for like 40 minutes and the fact that yet another charger cable is acting up and my laptop can't last an hour on battery.
i felt like i was barely functional for dinner, even after a shower, and at 8:30, felt like if i didn't get my ass into the city right then and there, i'd just fall asleep by nine.
i noticed
vovkaman online and poked him, but he didn't seem enthused and better judgment lead me to going back upstairs for tea.tea and joking with the family woke me up a bit, and i've had a good evening since then. sadly, i'm spending less and less time with abi with each visit; i wonder how/whether i could fix that tomorrow. on a good note, though, i'm spending more time with debbie.
i think i am going to go to shul tomorrow, for the first time in 2-3 years.
part of not having had time to breathe is that i haven't had time to sit down, take stock of where i am and where i am going, and shul might give me the time and space to do so. the last time i went, i heard a piece of wisdom i'm very grateful for ("if you're not enjoying everything you do, you're not doing it right") and hey, it might be time for another tidbit like that.
still no plans for tomorrow night, but debbie suggested ditching the family at her aunt's gathering, going to blockbuster, coming back here with movies and popcorn and just chilling - and right now, that is sounding nice. the tricky part will be agreeing on movies.
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Date: 2004-09-18 02:33 am (UTC)part of not having had time to breathe is that i haven't had time to sit down, take stock of where i am and where i am going, and shul might give me the time and space to do so. the last time i went, i heard a piece of wisdom i'm very grateful for ("if you're not enjoying everything you do, you're not doing it right") and hey, it might be time for another tidbit like that.
last time i went i think i was 16 and i was gothed-out and it was a terrible experience. we've moved around so much that we haven't gone since. i wanted to go this year and my boss' husband is a rabbi, i should've gone to their synagogue but again, i didn't, for i don't know what reasons.
happy new year. i hope you get everything you want settled and smoothed out in your life and that this next year will bring you prosperity, peace and warmth, both spiritually and physically (because hopefully you will be here by this time next year)
hugs and kisses
~k
p.s.
i would be curious (morbidly so) to see what kind of movies debbie picks out. hehe.