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elvendolli'm in a lot of places i don't want to be: i'm behind, i'm defensive, i'm misdirecting my attention and i'm being sloppy.
i'm doing my best to keep my cool, because if i really let any of the above get to me, i'll drop even more balls.
in some ways, i'm feeling distanced in ways i haven't in a long time, and in others, i'm feeling more centered and calm then i have in a long time. in some ways, i'd like to be waiting for the wind to change direction, but i know that waiting is no way to spend 6 months.
i'm doing my best to keep my cool, because if i really let any of the above get to me, i'll drop even more balls.
in some ways, i'm feeling distanced in ways i haven't in a long time, and in others, i'm feeling more centered and calm then i have in a long time. in some ways, i'd like to be waiting for the wind to change direction, but i know that waiting is no way to spend 6 months.
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