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Sep. 28th, 2004 12:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolltoday has been an off day.
i was tired through most of the afternoon and have been crampy on and off all evening.
i said something i should and shouldn't have said, and the consequences are hard to swallow. now, i've got lots of food for thought about needs, comforts, and variances in bluntness of communication.
i cried a little; i was asked to be a bridesmaid today, by an incredibly amazing friend who is amazingly great to me even when i take an unforgivable amount of time to respond to a very important email.
the wedding will be in hawaii, so i need to spend time thinking and crunch numbers to figure out whether i can be there, but i can't express in words how much i want to. it also doesn't hurt that the maid of honor is someone who touched me deeply in high school but with whom i've had no communication since.
i did a half-assed job doing schoolwork.
somewhere between my cramps acting up and chatting to kristine, i couldn't focus on the reading. i then discovered that the assignment, technically to be done after the reading, is not related to the reading at all - so i did the assignment and not the reading. there's definitely more homework in this week's future.
i was tired through most of the afternoon and have been crampy on and off all evening.
i said something i should and shouldn't have said, and the consequences are hard to swallow. now, i've got lots of food for thought about needs, comforts, and variances in bluntness of communication.
i cried a little; i was asked to be a bridesmaid today, by an incredibly amazing friend who is amazingly great to me even when i take an unforgivable amount of time to respond to a very important email.
the wedding will be in hawaii, so i need to spend time thinking and crunch numbers to figure out whether i can be there, but i can't express in words how much i want to. it also doesn't hurt that the maid of honor is someone who touched me deeply in high school but with whom i've had no communication since.
i did a half-assed job doing schoolwork.
somewhere between my cramps acting up and chatting to kristine, i couldn't focus on the reading. i then discovered that the assignment, technically to be done after the reading, is not related to the reading at all - so i did the assignment and not the reading. there's definitely more homework in this week's future.
