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Sep. 29th, 2004 02:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollthe only downside to last night is that i didn't do as much homework as i wanted to.
the upsides include quiet time at![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sol3's, a trip to someday cafe to talk to goat and fire and brownies waiting for me at sol3's. fire and brownies, or fire and brownies - either way, the boy rocks my world.
for class-related emails, "Fall04" is always in the subject line. and i keep reading it as "fallout", which may be a sign of how i'm viewing my classwork this session. having started looking through the syllabi seriously, i'm realizing that i should be casually reading homework whenever i'm not actively doing anything else.
haven't done one of these in a while:
five years and couple of days ago i was upset at howjedi was reacting to me and bugmanhai starting to date.
i was also feeling a push to grow. in some ways, i still haven't challenged myself enough artistically. in other ways, i feel like i've pushed myself more in the last two years, and that i've been able to do that because i've been working on my fear and anxiety issues. in a lot of ways, going to burning man kicked me into gear on all fronts and i'm insanely grateful for it.
i'm also healthier now then i've ever been in my life - yoga is the first (semi) regular exercising i've done, i've been getting sick less and my stomach issues are really minimal by now. still, i'm very groggy/tired for most of my life and i haven't found a good solution to it yet.
four years ago today i was making the decision to drop out of school for the second time. SAD was kicking in and i felt that staying in school was a challenge i couldn't win - and that school shouldn't be done like that.
i can't imagine where my life would be if i hadn't dropped out at that point. i tend to think i'm better off now, with a stable job i like and taking classes part time because when i think of that fork, all i can see is having had graduated with a pointless degree, an outdated resume and the job market like it is now - and that isn't a pretty picture.
and, it's another reminder that it's high time to start on st. john's wort again, as waiting until SAD kicks into gear won't make for a pleasant experience.
three years ago today i was in NJ picking up my current car. for the record, i'm still incredibly happy with it. it's interesting to see that i was having a hard dealing with debbie then, because over the years, she has definitely mellowed/matured and we now interact without any problems. oh, and i had posted two pictures then.
two years ago today i was feeling out of it after a good night out, cleaning/decluttering my room, craving pizza and posting pictures. this is also during my parents' trip to israel, and i was getting updates from my grandparents.
a year ago today, SAD was hitting me really hard and i decided to go off the bc patch to take st. john's wort. i'll take this to be reminder #2. also interesting to note that i'm fairing better then usual this year. last year was probably my hardest year with it, and i am really hoping this year goes easier on me. i also had a very decent weekend, but didn't go into detail about it.
the upsides include quiet time at
sol3's, a trip to someday cafe to talk to goat and fire and brownies waiting for me at sol3's. fire and brownies, or fire and brownies - either way, the boy rocks my world.for class-related emails, "Fall04" is always in the subject line. and i keep reading it as "fallout", which may be a sign of how i'm viewing my classwork this session. having started looking through the syllabi seriously, i'm realizing that i should be casually reading homework whenever i'm not actively doing anything else.
haven't done one of these in a while:
five years and couple of days ago i was upset at how
jedi was reacting to me and bugmanhai starting to date. i was also feeling a push to grow. in some ways, i still haven't challenged myself enough artistically. in other ways, i feel like i've pushed myself more in the last two years, and that i've been able to do that because i've been working on my fear and anxiety issues. in a lot of ways, going to burning man kicked me into gear on all fronts and i'm insanely grateful for it.
i'm also healthier now then i've ever been in my life - yoga is the first (semi) regular exercising i've done, i've been getting sick less and my stomach issues are really minimal by now. still, i'm very groggy/tired for most of my life and i haven't found a good solution to it yet.
four years ago today i was making the decision to drop out of school for the second time. SAD was kicking in and i felt that staying in school was a challenge i couldn't win - and that school shouldn't be done like that.
i can't imagine where my life would be if i hadn't dropped out at that point. i tend to think i'm better off now, with a stable job i like and taking classes part time because when i think of that fork, all i can see is having had graduated with a pointless degree, an outdated resume and the job market like it is now - and that isn't a pretty picture.
and, it's another reminder that it's high time to start on st. john's wort again, as waiting until SAD kicks into gear won't make for a pleasant experience.
three years ago today i was in NJ picking up my current car. for the record, i'm still incredibly happy with it. it's interesting to see that i was having a hard dealing with debbie then, because over the years, she has definitely mellowed/matured and we now interact without any problems. oh, and i had posted two pictures then.
two years ago today i was feeling out of it after a good night out, cleaning/decluttering my room, craving pizza and posting pictures. this is also during my parents' trip to israel, and i was getting updates from my grandparents.
a year ago today, SAD was hitting me really hard and i decided to go off the bc patch to take st. john's wort. i'll take this to be reminder #2. also interesting to note that i'm fairing better then usual this year. last year was probably my hardest year with it, and i am really hoping this year goes easier on me. i also had a very decent weekend, but didn't go into detail about it.
