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Sep. 30th, 2004 10:02 amy'know what i said about need to start st. john's wort before the SAD kicked in? ...i kinda missed that.
it is so weird to be so off and realize that it's all chemical and to try and keep awareness of how distorted my perspective is right now.
i did take some st. john's wort last night, and need to buy a couple more bottles to keep at work and in the car to start the twice-daily regimen.
yesterday, i was feeling off enough to leave work early. i think i left at like 4:40, and it's amazing what difference 20 minutes can make commute-wise - i stopped by trader joe's on my way and still made it home 30 minutes earlier then i would have if i'd left at 5:10ish.
the plan was to veg at home, watching bad tv and eating dinner, until 7 and then go to yoga. the very first part of the plan was cancelled because
owen was passing time in the neighborhood and stopped in, but the dinner and the yoga still happened. and after yoga, i did a little bit of school reading before going to bed early.
i think the plan for tonight is to watch the debate and have beers, but i'm still waiting to hear on whether i'll have the company of my roommate - considering that i typically don't drink alone, i'm really hoping he's up for it.
it is so weird to be so off and realize that it's all chemical and to try and keep awareness of how distorted my perspective is right now.
i did take some st. john's wort last night, and need to buy a couple more bottles to keep at work and in the car to start the twice-daily regimen.
yesterday, i was feeling off enough to leave work early. i think i left at like 4:40, and it's amazing what difference 20 minutes can make commute-wise - i stopped by trader joe's on my way and still made it home 30 minutes earlier then i would have if i'd left at 5:10ish.
the plan was to veg at home, watching bad tv and eating dinner, until 7 and then go to yoga. the very first part of the plan was cancelled because
i think the plan for tonight is to watch the debate and have beers, but i'm still waiting to hear on whether i'll have the company of my roommate - considering that i typically don't drink alone, i'm really hoping he's up for it.
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Date: 2004-09-30 08:51 am (UTC)