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Oct. 27th, 2004 02:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolllife is weird.
there's not enough time for anything, and yet yesterday was a complete waste of an evening.
i stayed at work later then i planned to, and then went to the mall for some retail therapy. i ended up being there for too long, and bought a pair of pants for $30, which i may or may not return because i think that's a bit much to spend on a pair of pants. i also got a skirt for abi, but i have a gut feeling that she won't be thrilled about it - and i won't know for sure until i give it to her in January. i also went to a halloweenish store to try and find a bullet wound for my costume and totally failed.
the only uplifting part of the evening was getting home in 15 minutes. of course, the parking situation was more dire then usual, i got annoyed and parked in an illegal spot and had a ticket waiting for me this morning.
i can't remember the last time i felt overwhelmed both at school and at work - usually, at least one of those is going well and i use it to ground myself. now, i've been grounding myself with social stuff, which is very odd because i haven't felt stable in my social life since i was 18. and it's left me wondering if there's really been a change or if i've changed my perspective to fill a need.
and yeah, not enough time.
so much so, that i'm not panicked - i'm almost resigned to doing what i can when i can, because if i were to look at the big picture, i'd lose it.
to make things more fuzzy, i'm dealing with sad and pms right now. at this rate, i'm going to be crampy during the weekend, and i can't think of worse timing for it.
on the plus side, however, i think i'm making a dent in the holiday shopping already, and tonight is my evening of fun. yay fun!
there's not enough time for anything, and yet yesterday was a complete waste of an evening.
i stayed at work later then i planned to, and then went to the mall for some retail therapy. i ended up being there for too long, and bought a pair of pants for $30, which i may or may not return because i think that's a bit much to spend on a pair of pants. i also got a skirt for abi, but i have a gut feeling that she won't be thrilled about it - and i won't know for sure until i give it to her in January. i also went to a halloweenish store to try and find a bullet wound for my costume and totally failed.
the only uplifting part of the evening was getting home in 15 minutes. of course, the parking situation was more dire then usual, i got annoyed and parked in an illegal spot and had a ticket waiting for me this morning.
i can't remember the last time i felt overwhelmed both at school and at work - usually, at least one of those is going well and i use it to ground myself. now, i've been grounding myself with social stuff, which is very odd because i haven't felt stable in my social life since i was 18. and it's left me wondering if there's really been a change or if i've changed my perspective to fill a need.
and yeah, not enough time.
so much so, that i'm not panicked - i'm almost resigned to doing what i can when i can, because if i were to look at the big picture, i'd lose it.
to make things more fuzzy, i'm dealing with sad and pms right now. at this rate, i'm going to be crampy during the weekend, and i can't think of worse timing for it.
on the plus side, however, i think i'm making a dent in the holiday shopping already, and tonight is my evening of fun. yay fun!
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Hey Gorgeous
Date: 2004-10-29 02:07 pm (UTC)but it would take like an hour or so, and would involve you coming over to my house tomorrow...
blah, details.
By The Way, this is La.
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Date: 2004-11-04 04:27 pm (UTC)