elvendoll

i'm back!

if it wasn't for

sol3, i'd prolly have a hard time being back, but luckily he gave me a very nice welcome home : )

the time in austin seems to be just what i needed - today, i'm mellow, slightly more focussed on work then i'd been in weeks and

yeah, that break was just what i needed.
the only downside is that now i'm totally missing the tall boy. typically, i wake up in the middle of the night when i'm sleeping next to someone, and more often then not, re-cuddle up to the person i'm sleeping next to. for the first time in forever last night, i woke up when sleeping alone, and was surprised there wasn't a tall boy next to me to cuddle up to.
probably related to a change in our interactions, our dynamic changed a bit with this visit - now, there's less of an electrifying energy boost and more of a mellow glow there. (mmm... glow.... )

right now, i'm feeling oddly antisocial, and i'm hoping this passes before my somewhat social weekend starts. typically, when i come back from being out of town i feel a stronger urge to be social, but this time, it's like i'm weary of interacting with the outside world.

tonight is slated for food shopping and homework. i am really hoping to be able to actually finish the class tonight, although i don't think the odds are in my favor - we'll see though - i shouldn't be underestimated when the end goal is so close in sight. i do need to finish by Saturday though, and not having homework to do this weekend sounds incredibly appealing.
then, it'll be back to the psych class.