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Dec. 25th, 2004 01:17 ami keep starting updates and then not finishing them and never posting them.
life's been fairly chill. work's almost calm, but the next storm is on the horizon.
i'm totally failing at working on the psych incomplete. i may give up on starting on that until the new year, because pushing it off seems like a better idea then creating tasks/goals i won't complete. actually, this might work well, as
there's a bunch of chores that i'm rather behind on, and with all luck, i'll finish them before they bite me in the ass.
i'm in nj now. i drove up this afternoon, and the drive went surprisingly well.
i got here, and got to spend the first hour+ playing dress-up on my mom and sister, who're going to a victorian-themed NYE party and are borrowing my clothes to do so. i also got a new sweater from my mom, and she really liked the dresses i got for abi.
then, debbie and i played a game of scrabble, during which dinner guests started arriving.
dinner was really nice - lots of light-hearted chatter, and some snuggles for me. i also noted that my mom's closest friend remembered where i like to sit and that i liked to sit next to her, and when i made it to the table, the seat i usually need to stake out was waiting for me.
eventually, guests left and we had some good conversations, one of which kind of resolved some angst i'd been feeling earlier. it's weird how ...extreme?... my relationship with my stepdad is - some of his views/life-choices make me sick to my stomach, but the focus/care on/for his family move me close to tears when it's directed towards me.
and there was more i wanted to write, but i'm totally spacing it now.
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Date: 2004-12-25 08:56 pm (UTC)you forgot to turn off your link, btw. but yeah, those organic boxes are awesome. they have one in the bay area too, i've been meaning to try it when i become a rich and famous designer!
happy solstice/hanukah/new year, sweetness. give your family hugs for me. expect to find a package on your doorstep when you get back into town. it should be there by nye :)
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Date: 2004-12-26 12:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-26 12:42 am (UTC)is there any chance of luring you out of chicago for next week? I seem to be getting surprising results with this question so far, so if luck is on my side, i might as well keep pushing it, right?
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Date: 2004-12-26 03:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-26 04:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-26 05:52 am (UTC)...
I don't know why you'd be so eager for me to visit. I know why I should be so eager to visit, but I don't know why you should want me to visit.
I hope you have a/some/the/several happy holidays.
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Date: 2004-12-26 03:22 pm (UTC)