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[elvendoll]

well, last night was night two of having been moody and cranky : (
i was doing okay at first, and really enjoyed yoga. then, sol3 and i got back to his place and my laptop started to act up with the wireless again, which got me really cranky really quickly. it took about a half hour to get me online, and after that, i spent the rest of the evening mellowing out really slowly.
i can think of several reasons for the crankyness: i screwed up both my st. john's wort and sleep schedules over the weekend (note for next time: just because i'm super happy around the tall boy doesn't mean i shouldn't medicate when he's around), it's been over a week since i've had significant time or a night alone, i'm anxious about work stuff and school stuff, and i'm a bit resentful over having to meet/spend time with a stranger tonight. in fact, i'm thinking of bailing on him. i'll feel super guilty, but i also can't imagine being very much fun tonight. we'll see. (and, i'm still looking for ideas on where to go if i don't bail)
on the upside, yoga was good - i'm no longer feeling like class has gotten easier, and managed to come close to doing a somewhat cool move on the first try.
sol3 and i finished watching the firefly dvd's last night, and i'm totally unthrilled at the fact that there are no more episodes, and am very curious about what the movie is going to be like.

and there was more i wanted to write about, but it's escaping me right now.

Comments

[tcb.livejournal.com]

sorry to hear you're having some off days. it's important to have time to yourself to properly decompress and become grounded.

I don't suppose I could borrow those Firefly DVDs sometime?

[sol3.livejournal.com]

I don't suppose I could borrow those Firefly DVDs sometime?

I'm sure that could be arranged :)