space and time

[elvendoll]

i stumbled into a bunch of old writing today. i'd forgotten i'd written this. ironically, the chairs are one of the only things that haven't changed in the apartment between then and now.
it's an interesting comparison to how i feel about the apartment now - now, it feels like a project i want to share, that feels burdensome when i carry more then a third of it.
it's amazing to realize i've spent almost 5 years with this apartment. i've learned a lot about being a roommate and what makes a home in this time.

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[kittypie.livejournal.com]

that is so beautiful, and i know exactly what you're talking about. sigh. i feel it too all the time. less so now than say a year or even half a year ago but still, it's a kind of suffocation (gasping for air yet feeling overwhelmed by an environment, at least for me) that is easily shaken off.