i'm still scared
Nov. 30th, 2000 05:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollodd day today.
spent most of it despairing... then decided, what the f*ck, and posted to netgoth. at first there was nothing... c. called... didn't say anything about the confusion stuff last night - and given i'm not really miffed at him, it still woulda been nice... asked me if i wanted to do office stuff for $$ but i declined - it would not have been much, and i was not in a mood to leave the house, let alone do office stuff (not my bag of chips). i kinda felt bad, cuz here i am whining that i don't have a job, and then turning down (no matter how little it was) an apportunity. but then mail started coming in & i feel better about my decision now.. and hopeful again : ) i just really hope something pans through *crosses fingers*
now i am in a good mood, and hungry, but don't want to eat much because bill is going to make sushi when he gets home, and i want to have an appetite ready for that : ) in fact, i can barely wait - sishi should definately be listed among my addictions!
spent most of it despairing... then decided, what the f*ck, and posted to netgoth. at first there was nothing... c. called... didn't say anything about the confusion stuff last night - and given i'm not really miffed at him, it still woulda been nice... asked me if i wanted to do office stuff for $$ but i declined - it would not have been much, and i was not in a mood to leave the house, let alone do office stuff (not my bag of chips). i kinda felt bad, cuz here i am whining that i don't have a job, and then turning down (no matter how little it was) an apportunity. but then mail started coming in & i feel better about my decision now.. and hopeful again : ) i just really hope something pans through *crosses fingers*
now i am in a good mood, and hungry, but don't want to eat much because bill is going to make sushi when he gets home, and i want to have an appetite ready for that : ) in fact, i can barely wait - sishi should definately be listed among my addictions!
