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elvendollyesterday, someone asked me if i was missing ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sol3 already and my head kinda went blank because i didn't and it took a minute to process that as an option.
he's in seattle, and i don't miss him.
we've been getting a happy-spot amount of time together , and i've been feeling bad/guilty about how notfun i've been lately and i'm incredibly glad that he's off travelling on his own - so much so, that there isn't a part of me that wishes things to be different, not even in the cloning sort of way - i want all of him to be having a blast in seattle.
(i also often experience 'missing someone in happy ways', where there is a desire for life to warp slightly enough to be around the other person, but the longing doesn't feel negative)
sol3 already and my head kinda went blank because i didn't and it took a minute to process that as an option.he's in seattle, and i don't miss him.
we've been getting a happy-spot amount of time together , and i've been feeling bad/guilty about how notfun i've been lately and i'm incredibly glad that he's off travelling on his own - so much so, that there isn't a part of me that wishes things to be different, not even in the cloning sort of way - i want all of him to be having a blast in seattle.
(i also often experience 'missing someone in happy ways', where there is a desire for life to warp slightly enough to be around the other person, but the longing doesn't feel negative)
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Date: 2005-04-17 08:17 pm (UTC)The 'missing someone in happy ways' thought makes a lot of sense too. I think it describes my feelings on a number of occasions. Especially when oceans are in the way.