it all happens slowly
Dec. 3rd, 2000 04:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollyes, i am still up..
but i think, maybe, soon, i can go to bed.
no more having 3 drinks until my tolerance is higher.
especially if i am not dancing it off ; P
reread the written section.
the first poem made me wish i felt that close to bill still. in some ways we're closer now, but that NRE is gone - its like knowin and feeling each other has become a more background function - one that we don't focus on much anymore. and on the one hand, i realize thats just how relationaships are and appreciate the growth that we have done, but the romantic in me misses it
the second one - i so wish i was still the person that wrote that. seems latly i've been more into building a home for myself within the ground then on walking around in the open.
*sigh*
thirdone? won't even go there.
but i think, maybe, soon, i can go to bed.
no more having 3 drinks until my tolerance is higher.
especially if i am not dancing it off ; P
reread the written section.
the first poem made me wish i felt that close to bill still. in some ways we're closer now, but that NRE is gone - its like knowin and feeling each other has become a more background function - one that we don't focus on much anymore. and on the one hand, i realize thats just how relationaships are and appreciate the growth that we have done, but the romantic in me misses it
the second one - i so wish i was still the person that wrote that. seems latly i've been more into building a home for myself within the ground then on walking around in the open.
*sigh*
thirdone? won't even go there.
