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Jun. 29th, 2005 11:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollit's only Wednesday morning, and it's already been a long week - i am beyond ready for it to end. enough so that it took a huge amount of effort not to take a mental health day today, which, considering everything else, would've been a very bad thing.
the house is totally wrecked, i'm totally unprepared for the weekend and it feels like there's really no time out there to do any of the things i need/want to.
my body is rebelling against me. i had a very intense, 4 hour period yesterday. if it wasn't a coworker's last day, i would've gone home early because i was feeling so unfit for human consumption. i was shocked by how quickly it passed, though, and spent the majority of the evening with a beer in my hand.
today, i'm getting a bit of the heart-beating-is-sapping-all-my-energy thing - not as severe as last week, but grouped with feeling overwhelmed it's really not ideal.
i can't remember the last time i had a decent night of sleep - i'm really hoping this weekend changes that, as i tend to sleep better when camping, but truth be told, i am craving a weekend of being home alone - getting myself to vermont is going to take some effort.
but, overall, i think i'm okay - i have a very loving family, an amazing boyfriend, wonderful people in my life and i'm getting ready for a grand adventure.
i have one somewhat pricey and somewhat weird housing possibility that's acting as a good safety net, i emailed about one place this morning and![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sol3 reassures me more ads will be posted around the middle of July.
i think i'm fairly safe financially, and that's key.
the house is totally wrecked, i'm totally unprepared for the weekend and it feels like there's really no time out there to do any of the things i need/want to.
my body is rebelling against me. i had a very intense, 4 hour period yesterday. if it wasn't a coworker's last day, i would've gone home early because i was feeling so unfit for human consumption. i was shocked by how quickly it passed, though, and spent the majority of the evening with a beer in my hand.
today, i'm getting a bit of the heart-beating-is-sapping-all-my-energy thing - not as severe as last week, but grouped with feeling overwhelmed it's really not ideal.
i can't remember the last time i had a decent night of sleep - i'm really hoping this weekend changes that, as i tend to sleep better when camping, but truth be told, i am craving a weekend of being home alone - getting myself to vermont is going to take some effort.
but, overall, i think i'm okay - i have a very loving family, an amazing boyfriend, wonderful people in my life and i'm getting ready for a grand adventure.
i have one somewhat pricey and somewhat weird housing possibility that's acting as a good safety net, i emailed about one place this morning and
sol3 reassures me more ads will be posted around the middle of July.i think i'm fairly safe financially, and that's key.
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Date: 2005-06-29 03:07 pm (UTC)I've set aside tonight to clean the house. Hopefully some improvement in that area will help you feel more relaxed.
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Date: 2005-06-29 03:17 pm (UTC)i was debating skipping yoga and tackling the mess - odds are, i'll do that, and hopefully doing it together will mean we'll get it looking decent.
(to me, the hardest thing about cleaning the common areas is not knowing what to do with other people's stuff)