i kinda wanna write...
Dec. 6th, 2000 12:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendoll...but on the whole, i don't really feel like sharing.
bad days have been coming like one after the other.
my body is doing something way funky to me, and i don't like it one bit.
its like 1 part head cold - eyes feel all dry, i feel like i have a temperature, and my muscles are sore. 1 part sinus infection - cuz my nose has been leaking some & i'm having sinus headaches, and one part strep symptoms - really really sore throat & coughing.
only none of these are constant, but they're not mutually exclusive, either. sometimes it will be just one, sometimes two ofthe three, and at bad moments, all three.
the worst for me is the head cold symptoms. the leaking/headache/sore throat/coughing i can force myself to deal with. but the temperature feeling, heavy head thing - that gets me every single time. and it makes me feel so horrible because i can feel that the body is able, but the head is whats keeping me lagging.
*grumble*
tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me, and i am bracing myself for the self-gripping i will have to do...
at least ont he plus side, the house is cleaner then its been in ages...
we cleaned it a bunch over the weekend, and then matty cleaned again today - and even did the bathroom! that was like no man's land!! gotta say i am damn impressed : )
and things with bill are looking up, too...
last week we had the first/argument right before he went away, and when he came back - *poof* - everything going great like magic!
i am torn between wanting to know what caused the change & being terrified of asking - afraid that the spell will break.
whatever it is, i sure the hell hope it lasts!! : )
*sigh* there's other things on my mind, too... i am just really not ready to talk about them though : /
bad days have been coming like one after the other.
my body is doing something way funky to me, and i don't like it one bit.
its like 1 part head cold - eyes feel all dry, i feel like i have a temperature, and my muscles are sore. 1 part sinus infection - cuz my nose has been leaking some & i'm having sinus headaches, and one part strep symptoms - really really sore throat & coughing.
only none of these are constant, but they're not mutually exclusive, either. sometimes it will be just one, sometimes two ofthe three, and at bad moments, all three.
the worst for me is the head cold symptoms. the leaking/headache/sore throat/coughing i can force myself to deal with. but the temperature feeling, heavy head thing - that gets me every single time. and it makes me feel so horrible because i can feel that the body is able, but the head is whats keeping me lagging.
*grumble*
tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me, and i am bracing myself for the self-gripping i will have to do...
at least ont he plus side, the house is cleaner then its been in ages...
we cleaned it a bunch over the weekend, and then matty cleaned again today - and even did the bathroom! that was like no man's land!! gotta say i am damn impressed : )
and things with bill are looking up, too...
last week we had the first/argument right before he went away, and when he came back - *poof* - everything going great like magic!
i am torn between wanting to know what caused the change & being terrified of asking - afraid that the spell will break.
whatever it is, i sure the hell hope it lasts!! : )
*sigh* there's other things on my mind, too... i am just really not ready to talk about them though : /
