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[elvendoll]

i think i hit a new low today - i turned off the alarm clock at some point without waking up enough to register having done so.
i then woke up at 8:30 and spent a few minutes trying to figure out what day it was, which involved trying to remember what yesterday and what i did last night, all of which took a scary long time to float back up to the surface.
for the record, i went to silks practice, though i spent more time putzing around and only went up twice, and then sol3 and i went back to my place to watch an episode of QAF and catch up.

this past weekend was busy, and rather draining. sol3's dad and stepmom came to visit, and on top of spending time with them on each of the three days, i also made a failure of a shopping trip to the mall, had a less then relaxing time clubbing and failed at doing a couple other things, most notably on the list being the dishes.

yesterday felt like a wednesday. thursday is my boss' last day in the office, and between getting most of the projects handed off to me and the stresses of moving, i'm not in a very good place. i feel stretched incredibly thin, am functioning with a very obviously diminished focus and general brain level and am just seconds away from losing my ability to deal at any given time.
of course, in addition to this, i now have to make the house sparkle before thursday night, when a family friend comes to stay with me for a night.

luckily, i have the best boyfriend ever. i wasn't dealing well last night and he brought me advil, valerian and a really nice rubdown. i don't know how he's able to be so patient with me.

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[dilletante.livejournal.com]

i saw you invert. also you brought food! that was awesome. :)