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[elvendoll]

today's theme: mountains

heading out of the oneonta area, i saw the most breathtaking view i've seen in a while - fog rolling over levels of mountains, with a bright red sun at the side.

i handled the goodbye with my parents relatively well, and then a song i'd never seen as anything but light and fluffy before had me bawling on the ride home (this, but it's russian)

and then there was the voicemail from sol3, telling me about getting into SF, describing the mountains. and right then, for the first time in a month or two, i remembered what i feel like when i first get there - the happiness that just seeing the landscape gives me. i've been so caught up in all of the upheaval, i haven't had the focus or energy to concentrate on what i'm moving for. well, that and the fear of expectations.

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[starchy.livejournal.com]

Give me a call or email about your plans soon -- I've got a lot going on this week and weekend, but I definitely want to make sure I see you.

[sol3.livejournal.com]

I have a post brewing about what it feels like to come in to SF. I can't describe the way it lifts me, every single time i come in.