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Dec. 16th, 2000 04:05 amblapity blah
just got home fom the party...
my tummy is hurting, so i will prolly go to bed as soon as the room warms up (the heater int here hasn't been working right).
i am actually somewhat surprised i've made it this far - i've been awake for over 20 hours now.
and i'm also kind of proud of myself for making it through my first week of full time work in a year and a half w/o any major downtimes.
when i first quit school, i got the distinct vibe that people thought that i wouldn't be able to handle working, and it resonated into some insecurities/latent fears ont he matter. and now thats been proven wrong. i get up around 7am, get home around 5:30ish (at the earliest) and i've felt better this week then i have in months.
damnit, too sleepyto write more.
more later
just got home fom the party...
my tummy is hurting, so i will prolly go to bed as soon as the room warms up (the heater int here hasn't been working right).
i am actually somewhat surprised i've made it this far - i've been awake for over 20 hours now.
and i'm also kind of proud of myself for making it through my first week of full time work in a year and a half w/o any major downtimes.
when i first quit school, i got the distinct vibe that people thought that i wouldn't be able to handle working, and it resonated into some insecurities/latent fears ont he matter. and now thats been proven wrong. i get up around 7am, get home around 5:30ish (at the earliest) and i've felt better this week then i have in months.
damnit, too sleepyto write more.
more later