bits and pieces
Dec. 29th, 2000 09:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollwell, i am at work.
physically, that is.
mentally, i am so not here... it just better be another slow day.
i'm feeling pretty crappy, too. slight to medium nausea and cold symptoms. bleagh. kinda wish i could've called out & just recuperated more : /
had some pretty strange dreams last night, too. one of them invloved a holocaust 2000, and my family and i were about to get killed. it started off in an apartment that i think was supposed to be our apartment from russia. my mom came into the room saying we had to hide some stuff that was considered contraband and try to lay low. somehow we were all herded onto this field, though... there was a ton of people, and whoever it was that was going to kill us were separating us into men, women & children. i remember that both debbie was somewhere else, and that we were hoping that she was ok, and that abi was left somehwere in hopes that she'd be overlooked; and then i kept sneaking over there to check on her, and during the last visit, heard her say her first words. the most vivid part of it was people's acceptance of what was going on. it seemed like me & my mom were ones of few to try and somehow evade getting killed - most other people were concerned with trying to leave their mark by writing something (usually 'holocaust 2000' or 'they killed _________' ) in the dirt. and then just as we were all about to be executed, they (whoever they were) decided that it'd be better to keep us alive for slave labor, and the dream ended there - like a happy ending type deal.
very odd.
other stuff regarding the night - bill just keeps amazing me. he got into bed later then me, and several times (in his sleep) tried to cuddle up to me. i wasn't feeling well, and would get him to move away. then, i woke up needing to go to the bathroom around 5am, and getting back into bed i realized that me shooing him away like that prolly isn't too nice. so i layed down & went to snuggle him. in a really quick move for someone who was still asleep, he wrapped his arms around me super tight and just held me. it made me feel so loved. to know that in his sleep, after i kept telling him to move away, when i snuggled up, he reacted like that. *melt*
and i also think its super cute that he enjoys sleepsnuggling as much as i do... usually girls are a lot more into that kind of stuff then guys are...
but.. bleagh....
/me wish i was under warm blankies
physically, that is.
mentally, i am so not here... it just better be another slow day.
i'm feeling pretty crappy, too. slight to medium nausea and cold symptoms. bleagh. kinda wish i could've called out & just recuperated more : /
had some pretty strange dreams last night, too. one of them invloved a holocaust 2000, and my family and i were about to get killed. it started off in an apartment that i think was supposed to be our apartment from russia. my mom came into the room saying we had to hide some stuff that was considered contraband and try to lay low. somehow we were all herded onto this field, though... there was a ton of people, and whoever it was that was going to kill us were separating us into men, women & children. i remember that both debbie was somewhere else, and that we were hoping that she was ok, and that abi was left somehwere in hopes that she'd be overlooked; and then i kept sneaking over there to check on her, and during the last visit, heard her say her first words. the most vivid part of it was people's acceptance of what was going on. it seemed like me & my mom were ones of few to try and somehow evade getting killed - most other people were concerned with trying to leave their mark by writing something (usually 'holocaust 2000' or 'they killed _________' ) in the dirt. and then just as we were all about to be executed, they (whoever they were) decided that it'd be better to keep us alive for slave labor, and the dream ended there - like a happy ending type deal.
very odd.
other stuff regarding the night - bill just keeps amazing me. he got into bed later then me, and several times (in his sleep) tried to cuddle up to me. i wasn't feeling well, and would get him to move away. then, i woke up needing to go to the bathroom around 5am, and getting back into bed i realized that me shooing him away like that prolly isn't too nice. so i layed down & went to snuggle him. in a really quick move for someone who was still asleep, he wrapped his arms around me super tight and just held me. it made me feel so loved. to know that in his sleep, after i kept telling him to move away, when i snuggled up, he reacted like that. *melt*
and i also think its super cute that he enjoys sleepsnuggling as much as i do... usually girls are a lot more into that kind of stuff then guys are...
but.. bleagh....
/me wish i was under warm blankies
