i hate my body
Jan. 3rd, 2001 11:14 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollargh.
this is the sickest i've been since chicken pox when i was 9.
it sucks. it sucks a lot.
i am telling myself today is my last day at home.
most of the symptoms, while still there, are at more tolerable levels. now, all i want is for the damn nausea to go away. i haven't had a full meal in over a week now, and its dirving me batty.
i want to eat like a normal human being. i want to be able to look at food and not have my throat tighten up. i want to be able to not feel the tumbling inside my stomach, and to be able to just be somewhere & not feel the need to keep track of where a plastic bag is 'just in case'
ugh.
this is the sickest i've been since chicken pox when i was 9.
it sucks. it sucks a lot.
i am telling myself today is my last day at home.
most of the symptoms, while still there, are at more tolerable levels. now, all i want is for the damn nausea to go away. i haven't had a full meal in over a week now, and its dirving me batty.
i want to eat like a normal human being. i want to be able to look at food and not have my throat tighten up. i want to be able to not feel the tumbling inside my stomach, and to be able to just be somewhere & not feel the need to keep track of where a plastic bag is 'just in case'
ugh.
