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elvendolli don't think i am having a good morning.
i haven't slept well in 2 days, and last night was also our second night without heat. bill & i snuggled really close all night, but i still kept waking up because i was freezing :/
at least the landlord showed up as i was leaving.
but, cuz of the cold & not having slept well, i stayed in bed till the last possible second. got up in time ot throw clothes on, go to the bathroom, and go... not enough time to fully wake up or have breakfast. then, in the car i started having a mild anxiety atatck. it started off with remembering that i forgot to take the ginseng pills i am trying to get myself in the habit of taking. then, that this is the second day i've blown off trying to hit the bank before work, and then things just flooded me... things like forgetting the sound card again, the multitudes of people i gotta email, long list of shit.
i'm still not fully over it...
and i wanna get breakfast, but i'd also need to hit an ATM before i can buy anything, and i don't wanna take off for that long right now...
i think i just need to really wake up.
yeah... should prolly wait to continue writing after that happens...
i haven't slept well in 2 days, and last night was also our second night without heat. bill & i snuggled really close all night, but i still kept waking up because i was freezing :/
at least the landlord showed up as i was leaving.
but, cuz of the cold & not having slept well, i stayed in bed till the last possible second. got up in time ot throw clothes on, go to the bathroom, and go... not enough time to fully wake up or have breakfast. then, in the car i started having a mild anxiety atatck. it started off with remembering that i forgot to take the ginseng pills i am trying to get myself in the habit of taking. then, that this is the second day i've blown off trying to hit the bank before work, and then things just flooded me... things like forgetting the sound card again, the multitudes of people i gotta email, long list of shit.
i'm still not fully over it...
and i wanna get breakfast, but i'd also need to hit an ATM before i can buy anything, and i don't wanna take off for that long right now...
i think i just need to really wake up.
yeah... should prolly wait to continue writing after that happens...
