some days don't get any better
Jan. 20th, 2001 03:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolland this one just needs to end.
i wish i had some kind of tranquilizer to just put myself out right now. i so don't need to be awake & thinking these thoughts and feeling this hurt.
i still haven't made a 100% final decision on going to NJ yet. i will most likely go, i'm just still saving myself an out, i guess.
blah. i can't even fucking write.
i wish i had some kind of tranquilizer to just put myself out right now. i so don't need to be awake & thinking these thoughts and feeling this hurt.
i still haven't made a 100% final decision on going to NJ yet. i will most likely go, i'm just still saving myself an out, i guess.
blah. i can't even fucking write.
